~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

my dearest blogger:

compared to yesterday....
i feel better today....
i am not as down as yesterday...
before sleeping....
i cried in front of the computer screen...
someone gave me a key....
he let me to open the doors......
i know how to open already...
actually it is not hard...
juz sometimes....
i don't know where to get the key....
i can get the key by myself.....
sometimes...i really want someone to give me the special key to open the special door....
i don't know why....
everytime when i was lost....
i want him to be with me....
but....he will not always next to me...
i want to lean on his back...
cry at the back....
o shoulder....
but...
maybe...i have to find another key to open this big door....
haiz...but i don't want to think of this problem....
i just plan....
n HE decide everything....

sometimes....i really want someone to call me..sms me....
but now...my phone no credit...
lol...
talk to me....
but...now it is ok....
maybe the key...the starting will be hard...but after that....
i can see my dream place...
my dream house....
i am very very tired now....
i want to rest.....
sometimes....
i draw my dream house...
my dream beach.....
with the clean water..
bule sky....
white cloud....
the seaguls.....
flying here n there....
and then....
i can see the sun set....
red n orange....n also yellow.....
juz like an egg....
very very nice...
i wish i can be there...
blogger....u want to go there?
that is the nicest place....
u will like it....
only u n me....
u r always my best listner...
my best fren...

actually blogger hard to be?
i hope next time...
i just want to be a tree...hmm...coconut tree the best....
i want to live by the beach....
living with sunset....blue sky....
n white cloud....
if possible....there is also the rainbow...
with the 7 colours....
i like it....
i will meet u up there....i might be late...
u will go there and wait for me right?

13/10/2008
10.43am
natalie ":>