~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

there is no hero in a team but there is a team in the hero because a hero needs a team and a team born a hero...

today i went to TARC,
the purpose is just to ask for the price on accounting course.
as what we expect, it is very very cheap lo..
the whole course is just RM 20,000 like that..
and of course my mother was attracted by the price,
cheap leh... triple cheaper than sunway college.
when i reach the college, i was like..
i felt like all the students here are same like me..
not poor nt rich..
middle la.
so, 90% i will be studying there.

$$ is too important, firstly i thought i want to study pharmacy,
but pharmacy will take a quite long time to complete my course,
after completing, then have to work for government for 3 years...
this is what my mother dont like.
"3 years leh, every month..the salary is between RM1500-2000, how can survive?
after 3 years then work for private hospital, until when you can get RM5000 salary per month?"
i was deeply hurt.. this was spoken by her last month...
the purpose i want to study pharmacy is just to help my parents, my relatives, my friends..
maybe they no need to look for the doctor, i will tell them what medicine to buy and cure their diseases.
save money , time and energy... and this is the purpose i want to study pharmacy...
is this reason too stupid?
maybe you will feel like that, i couldn't say that you are wrong because until now i never tell my family the purpose i want to study pharmacy..
this is because i scared.. they will say :" what?! study pharmacy just to help ppl? no money 1 leh.. we pay you to study, you decided to help ppl and plus it is FOC?"

haiz...

nvm... i will keep deep inside my heart..
nobody and none(maybe) will know this =)

i am working at SUPER tuition center right now...
i couldn't deny, they are very very good,
they even treat me to go red box, BBQ, steamboat..
it happened yesterday... and the whole day i was just spending their money..
hehe ^^
but..just 1 thing i dont really like..
they keep on washing my brain, saying that studying accounting is not really good, instead, if you study business administration..
wow..you are very good..
actually who dont know what are they trying to do..
they want me to study at their college,
it is good anyway, but you have to use your money..
and the money comes from working at super tuition center.
so means, when you are working at their center, you have to study at their college because... it is very simple..
100% of the teachers are studying at the college, so if you are not studying at the college, would you like to stay at the tuition center?

haiz....

the reality is the money is too important!!!!
$$, RM, US,.....
and we have to beg for the money to come to our hand T-T

it is raining right now... 4.59pm,
i check my mail box..
eh..
i found something..
i get a letter from my tuition teacher ^^
her hand writing was very nice, but some words i not really understand what is she writing...
lol.... XD
but anyway..
thx for your letter, teacher =)
take care ^^


5.01pm
wednesday =)

today, i was absolutely happy because i was going to sit for my undang test.
i read & read..haha..then i pass it.
i was very happy, of course, then i called up my mum to fetch me and told her this good news.
then, after passing this undang test, i will be going for 6 hours speech..haiz..6 hours again..
last time 5 hours, plus 1 more hour again..
this talk will be on sunday..
from 10am..
sob T-T,
then i cant go to IOI mall to see T&J already..
so how?
very sad lor,
so hard i wait for this chance to see them,
now spoil again..
mood damm down,
after passing the test until now dunno how to solve this problem..
T-T

today i went to "chao ji"( super) tuition center for interview,
i was asked to be there by 10am,
it is at puchong jaya.
my watch show 9.55am, but when i reached the tuition centre..
it was 10.20am.... oh..
my godness, i am late!!
but the manager din scolded me leh.. he asked me to take a sit and he will interview me afterwards.
so means...something wrong with his clock la..
yes la.. 100%.

we talk talk talk..
he talked more than me, but good la..
i was very nervous that time, if he asked me anything i also cant answer well...lol
then, he talk about himself,
he came from a poor family, it was a past tense,
he now..manager, salary RM 5000++
can buy foreign car, i really jealous...
he said this tuition center is to help the students who come from poor family,
he said he is studying now, studying at singapore.
because of this tuition center, he can see his future brightly,
he finally can study without using his parents' money.
wah.. so good..
i hope too ^^
he said he can help me to apply to study at Uptrend Business School at singapore..
wah..
really?
hopefully la..
but i know...
it is quite impossible..
lol..



today, i went to the bank at puchong jaya with my mother.
she wanted to bank in her money, she asked my brother to do so while we waited outside.
not that surprise, i saw a father and his daughter outside the bank.
they are not beggar instead they helped ppl to mend their shoes if shoes are worn out,
(ops sorry, i forgot the name for this job)
but that time, they have no business,
his daughter was playing with a tin of paint..(i think)
first of all, i was really touching.
inside the car, i saw them, i was keen to help them,
but i dunno how,
give them money?
no, they are not beggar.
give my shoes to them for mending?
if my shoes were worn out i will just throw away.
so how?
there are always a few question marks.
i had taken down their photo.
take a look. =)

today i went for a driving lesson briefing,
it took me 5 hours to continue my next step.
around 11am, i reach the learning center,
i was expecting maybe i will be alone for 5 hours.
surprisingly, i met cynhia, sheue chyi, foley, si yan, mei syn, li kai and pin hao,
wow, fantastic!!
for the first 2 hours, a man gave us a long talk,
his talk...tell you honestly, very very boring,
i gave better than he gave..
lol, joking ^^
but honestly, very boring..
for the very first 2 hours, i was just doing my own stuff..
do the exercise, read my undang book,
and i can see most of them were just sleeping..lol..
just imagine how boring is he.
when he was talking, he was like mumbling to himself,
plus his rojak english, only he was laughing, i was like.. speechless...

ok, REHAT!
7 of us excluded cynthia went to a mamak stall opposite the learning center,
first pin hao ordered his... kopi... i think( i not so sure),
then sheue chyi ordered,
she said :" roti tisu satu."
the waiter..lol..
you know what is his response?
he smiled secara sinis to sheue chyi..lol..
swt =.=
then i asked sheue chyi:" why he smiled like that?"
she also asked:" ya lo, why huh?"
we laughed.

after eating, continue the next 2 hours briefing.
ok, this lady talked much better than the man..
of course most of them din sleep la..
haha~

5 pm, i leave the center,
bye, see you next Wednesday =)
i will be sitting for my computer test,
good luck to me =)
gambateh!!