~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

today, i was absolutely happy because i was going to sit for my undang test.
i read & read..haha..then i pass it.
i was very happy, of course, then i called up my mum to fetch me and told her this good news.
then, after passing this undang test, i will be going for 6 hours speech..haiz..6 hours again..
last time 5 hours, plus 1 more hour again..
this talk will be on sunday..
from 10am..
sob T-T,
then i cant go to IOI mall to see T&J already..
so how?
very sad lor,
so hard i wait for this chance to see them,
now spoil again..
mood damm down,
after passing the test until now dunno how to solve this problem..
T-T

interview

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today i went to "chao ji"( super) tuition center for interview,
i was asked to be there by 10am,
it is at puchong jaya.
my watch show 9.55am, but when i reached the tuition centre..
it was 10.20am.... oh..
my godness, i am late!!
but the manager din scolded me leh.. he asked me to take a sit and he will interview me afterwards.
so means...something wrong with his clock la..
yes la.. 100%.

we talk talk talk..
he talked more than me, but good la..
i was very nervous that time, if he asked me anything i also cant answer well...lol
then, he talk about himself,
he came from a poor family, it was a past tense,
he now..manager, salary RM 5000++
can buy foreign car, i really jealous...
he said this tuition center is to help the students who come from poor family,
he said he is studying now, studying at singapore.
because of this tuition center, he can see his future brightly,
he finally can study without using his parents' money.
wah.. so good..
i hope too ^^
he said he can help me to apply to study at Uptrend Business School at singapore..
wah..
really?
hopefully la..
but i know...
it is quite impossible..
lol..

warm this society

today, i went to the bank at puchong jaya with my mother.
she wanted to bank in her money, she asked my brother to do so while we waited outside.
not that surprise, i saw a father and his daughter outside the bank.
they are not beggar instead they helped ppl to mend their shoes if shoes are worn out,
(ops sorry, i forgot the name for this job)
but that time, they have no business,
his daughter was playing with a tin of paint..(i think)
first of all, i was really touching.
inside the car, i saw them, i was keen to help them,
but i dunno how,
give them money?
no, they are not beggar.
give my shoes to them for mending?
if my shoes were worn out i will just throw away.
so how?
there are always a few question marks.
i had taken down their photo.
take a look. =)

5 hours...

today i went for a driving lesson briefing,
it took me 5 hours to continue my next step.
around 11am, i reach the learning center,
i was expecting maybe i will be alone for 5 hours.
surprisingly, i met cynhia, sheue chyi, foley, si yan, mei syn, li kai and pin hao,
wow, fantastic!!
for the first 2 hours, a man gave us a long talk,
his talk...tell you honestly, very very boring,
i gave better than he gave..
lol, joking ^^
but honestly, very boring..
for the very first 2 hours, i was just doing my own stuff..
do the exercise, read my undang book,
and i can see most of them were just sleeping..lol..
just imagine how boring is he.
when he was talking, he was like mumbling to himself,
plus his rojak english, only he was laughing, i was like.. speechless...

ok, REHAT!
7 of us excluded cynthia went to a mamak stall opposite the learning center,
first pin hao ordered his... kopi... i think( i not so sure),
then sheue chyi ordered,
she said :" roti tisu satu."
the waiter..lol..
you know what is his response?
he smiled secara sinis to sheue chyi..lol..
swt =.=
then i asked sheue chyi:" why he smiled like that?"
she also asked:" ya lo, why huh?"
we laughed.

after eating, continue the next 2 hours briefing.
ok, this lady talked much better than the man..
of course most of them din sleep la..
haha~

5 pm, i leave the center,
bye, see you next Wednesday =)
i will be sitting for my computer test,
good luck to me =)
gambateh!!

Sunway Pyramid

today, i went to sunway.
long time didn't go there already.
but, it doesn't change much, so i still can regconise the way. .lol...
early in the morning, actually i decided to take bus with my friends,
but my mum asked me to accompany her to KL fora while,
but then, she changed her plan , she goes after that,
so,we ate dim sum until 10am and my dad fetched me to sunway..
surprisingly, while on the way to sunway, i saw my friends..
they were taking bus...Ops! i thought they were at sunway already, i felt so sorry...sorry friends..
if possible...i would like to fetch all of you, again..sorry..

i reached earlier than them, i like suwnay pyramid very much..
don't know why, i have a good feeling towards it, oh! i think i fall in love with you!
i walked and walked..then i met up my friends..we gather!
then, our first plan, watch movie! Where got ghost?
lol..if you think it is funny, i advised you..if you are as timid as me..better don't watch..
but if you insisted to watch, never mind..remember to bring your jacket and remember to clear your voice..you are ready to shout! haha!! =)
i shout for about 4 times until the movie ends, funny right? yes, exactly!
i wonder...the boys at the back of me..
"are you laughing at me?"
or..
"am i shocking you?"
lol...but the funniest incident was...
i was sitting next to MY,two of us shouted together and close our eyes together..
then, until the half of the movie..
she asked me: " is there any people down there?"
i answered:" yes, there is"
she said:" got ah? no!"
i said :"yes!"
we don't argue, then we ask KL, she said, there is no people,
what? seriously..i was so scared..
finally the movie ends, the lights were on..
i saw a kid, he was the people we said just now!
i told MY, two of us were laughing..
how crazy were we...lol..

next station, we approached to gasoline..
nice restuarant, it is just like a japanese style..
but...
there was a weird smell..very smelly..ouch! so..geli..
but..i think it is fast and cheap..
get a try =)

then, we paly bowling at sunway mega lanes,
wow, it is so big but very lauya,
because it "hang"(lag) for each game...
so everyone of us has a bonus!! each person play 3 rounds..yeah!
but it doesn't last long, it returns to normal again..
no longer after that, 3 guys...
their names are roy, ken and chris...
don't ask me why do i remember so clear,
the reason is very simple..
their names are too simple to remember..lol..
they play bowling..just next to us..
around 3.30pm...we left mega lanes,
put of my surprise, i saw WC,
hey buddy,long time didn't see you, i thought you forgot me already..
but anyway ...i was so surprised that you remember my birthday..thanks ^^
remember to keep in touch =)
if you get straight A's, you must belanja me to eat ..
this time not roti canai,
but is shark fin soup !!
haha!
be prepared =)

we then bought present for a friend, EJ..
her birthday is just around the corner..
we bought a musical box for her..
we hope you will like it..
because we had walked for a few shops..
floor by floor,
hours by hours..
so..you must like it!
sound seems forcing..
lol..just joking =)

then..we were going back...
honestly, i think no one knows me more ...except my friends and my family..
while on the way to meet my friends...
i was like so hurry...like very panic..
my friends said..
and yes...it is really my weakness..
my family always said me..
but..i think it is heritance...because my relatives..some..are also like that..lol..
and sorry...
i will try to change it..
thanks for giving time..
i promise..i will !
and don't feel sorry, after reading this post, i don't mean anything, it is true =)
i just want to set a goal, i want to change myself!
cooperate with me ^^

around 5pm..we reach bus stop..
we looking for no. 68 mini bus..
it didn't appear for a long time..
so, we insisted to take taxi.
yes, i asked the uncle, luckily he is old, so we dare to go to his car...haha! you know the reason right?
we took the taxi, all the way, i didn't talk much,
i scared the taxi will sent us to other way round,
so, i kept an eye on the way he went,
luckily, he sent us back to puchong Tesco.
we were safe, thanks god =)
i paid RM20 to uncle,
he didn't count the amount,
and he just kept into the pocket..
i smiled and i said "thanks uncle, bye!"
he seems so believed us...
now i know..
believing in someone won't bring loss to you..
so, i will always try to trust my friends, but not strangers!
so, it is terms and conditions apply =)

yes..
i gonna stop here,
bye,
meet you...
maybe 2 months later =)

sin ying
18/9/2009
11.40pm

与牙医之日

今天，农历七月十四，也就是鬼节，听到这个字，不想再谈它了。
那，就说今天是我倒霉的一天！
今天，学校请了牙医到我们学校来，不知是她自己找上门还是学校把她找来，她。。竟然要检查我们的牙齿！
哦，拜托！我不要，我真的不要。我一生人，什么人都不怕（当然不包括贼，坏人），最怕就是看牙医。今天，你的到来真的是让我钩起许多伤心的回忆。。

在12年前的某天某月，爸妈带我到PJ的某某地方拔牙，当时都怪我馋嘴，吃到牙齿坏掉，去到那里，拔走了我的两大门牙。。唉～
想不到相隔12年，我又在遇到你，说真的，12年来，我都没到牙医院一趟，不想也不要，就算不是自己拔牙，也不要看到他们。。对不起，牙医阿姨，牙医叔叔。。

为了不要再见到他们，我每天都很爱护它们，少吃甜的东西，零食。呼！还好今天我的牙齿能过关，谢了 ^^

看到那沙发，那灯，我都快要哭了，但想想，这么大了还哭，羞死了。所以，我忍着忍者，不哭！再走前一步，我都快要晕了，还好今天我吃得饱，不然。。bilik kesihatan 有多一位病人咯。

看来还不到一分钟，她就说：“ok,good!" 哇！我开心得不得了！yes!
谢谢你牙医阿姨 ^^ 你好善良哦 ^^

wed
3.41pm

National Mathematics Marathon 2009

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today, 25 Aug 2009, i was at HELP college from 9am to 3.15pm.

well, this competition...i never think of getting a trophy back to home,

yet i would like to get new experience or maybe get some new friends..

but quite disappointed..i din see a handsome guy in that school.

so, it is fine.

ok, we reach HELP quite early, around 8.45am since the registration starts on 9am,

but we dare not to go anywhere. lol..we scare lost.

anyway, it is a nice college.

around 10.30am, the competition starts.

player 1 who did mathematics test enter the Exam Room.

the test ended by 11.00am.

then player 2, hehe..my turn,

i have to complete 3 sets of sudoku within 30 minutes.

there are 3 levels of sudoku: easy, medium and hard.

believe or not..the hard was much easier than medium.

anyway i managed to finish 2 sets of sudoku only, how sad it is. T_T

alright, next was player 3..IQ test.

haih...the IQ test was extremly hard( my friend said)

we, 6 of us never put high hope on it.

yet we enjoyed ourselves ^^

yeah! break time..2 hours.

from 12pm to 2pm.

so, we walked around.

then, accidentally, we saw this cutie..lol

ok..around 1.30pm, there was a quiz.

the quiz was very easy because i have the answer..all!

but i din get to answer...swt

you know why? all the big big size ppl(boys) block me.

the host was not able to see me..

host, you know?

how loud did i shout,

how tall did i stand,

how fast did i raise my hand..

you never see me..because you are looking for the lucky ones after reading your questions..that time..so many ppl in front of me rose their hands already..haih..

presents gone..=(

ok..2pm, speech time.

blah.. blah.. blah..

winners are: Chung Hwa Independent High School, Kwong Hua Independent High school, and SMK(the school name i was not so sure, but i know their school name ended with Baki..lol)

consolation prizes also no hope.

haih..but this was what we expected.

if we got prizes..wow..the competition was..(zip)

ok, before going back..let's take some photos..^^

you are not alone

you are not alone, are you?
after listening to MJ's song,
wow...super romantic..
not only i know, does it too late?
lol..so funny.
tomorrow, i will be going to HELP college for a mathematics marathon.
well, good luck for me ^^

Teoh Beng Hock

i bet everyone was not strange with this name,
teoh beng hock died at the malaysia anticorruption 5th floor building,
everyone said he was dropped from 14th floor,
i don't know, the case is still under investigation,
mr teoh, please be patient, and rest in your peaceful world,
let us to find out who is the murderer.
mrs teoh, you must be strong,
i know being a single mother is not an easy job,
but you are so determined to marry beng hock,
i knew, you love him very much,
you swore you must be with him,
i respect you as a strong single mother and loyal wife.

to the murderer, i know, it must be more than 1,
but i kindly remind you,
please appreciate every single moment you have with your family
and your friends,
you know what i mean,
because no long after that,
you will be in jail or die as punishment.
maybe, this case will be like the Mongu lady case,
2 unknown polis ( we never see their face) were killed,
what about the 2 other men?
they live peacefully..
you will never know how happy are they.

corruption is everywhere in Malaysia,
no matter in polis station or in government offices,
corruption even happened in school.
honestly,
i am disappointed upon you as a leader,
maybe you are trying to change Malaysia,
i know your hard work,
i didn't not say you are incapable,
i just want to see result in the nest few years,
Malaysia is an advanced country?
Malaysia is a corruption free country?
could it be?
as a Malaysian,
i tell you the result honestly,
it won't be, unless you raise every Malaysian's monthly salary,
decrease the taxes,
less money corrupted by the government,
more advanced the country is.
but i know, it won't happen,
so, you will see the image of Malaysia is droping from day to day,
seldom foreigner praised malaysia, you will see it in the future.

Malaysia, good luck to you!
i don't know whether you can successfully achieve your Wawasan 2020,
11 years to go,
i will wait and see,
what other ways you can take to make Malaysia to be an advanced country....

21/8/2009
9.27pm

H1N1

these days, i bet,
all of you are shock of it,
not only shock but scare too,
including me as well.

a few days ago,
i was informed that one of my friends get H1N1,
honestly, if not because she is my friend,
i won't have the scare feeling.
the flu..is too horrible.
it might grab your life at anytime any moment.
so, we must be careful,
and take care ourselves.

she is my friend, we are best friend last time.
since stand 4, we were best friends.
honestly, i have to thank her.
if not because of her,
i won't get friends in my school.
i might be always in my own world.
she is friendly, she has good result,
she has good appearance,
everyone was fond of her, all the boys including the teachers.
she was the model among the students.

however,mabe something has happened,
it might be my problem,
but i forgot,
starting form 1,
we had less topics,
once we met,
we had nothing to talk, don't know from where to start.
i had a strange feeling when i met her, hardly described.
so now, our friendship was not as well as before.
i lost 1 friend.

however,i think these few years,
thank her again for sometimes be my advisor.
she gave me opinion,
maybe you won't realise,
but it really help me much.
again thank you.

i keen to sms you and wish you be recover as soon as possible,
however, my phone was now out of credit.
i can't sms you.
so, i pray for you day and night,
i don't know whether does it help much,
but i tried my best to give my sincere wish.

you must recover.
take care....

yours friend,
sin ying
21/8/2009
8.52pm

an embrassing incident

today i have no homework to do, i am happy of course,
but i meet an incident that carve a deep sign in my mind..it is so embarrassing.
as usual once the bell rang i will straight away rush to the gate,
but today i am using another way round, i was stopped by the prefects.
i thought they don't know about the school rules,
i told them, they explained to me.
again i strongly proved that i was correct,
but after that i failed...
i never embarrassed of my failure, instead i should not talk so rude to them since they are younger than me!
i am a loser indeed!!
so, my junior, i am so sorry for my rudeness,
please forgive me..
thank you ..

7/7/2009/
1.56pm

stress+stress+stress

4 months approaching SPM,
honestly, i am so worry about myself.
i study day and night,
but i seldom pass with flying colours,
every time i saw my result,
i felt like i was in hot sup right now.
everyone, my friends..
they are getting ready to battle with spm,
but what about me?
i study so hard..but my work never paid.
i know i shouldn't complain about it,
because god decides everything..
so i have to wait for the opportunities to come.

at the same time,
i am going to leave my school soon,
my friends...maybe some..
they have their own plan,
they have planed everything,
but i was like a ship in the middle of the sea..i lost my direction...
no compass, no current to drive me to my destinations.
my mum...she encourage me to be an accountant,
i love account honestly, but i don't like the OL life, and that is the point.
i wish to be a nurse...
everyone, my parents, my relatives, my friends are so surprised..
they thought i am joking with them.
i said :"NO, NOT JOKING"
they turn to a serious face and look at me..
why don't you be a doctor?
i don't know, i just want to be a nurse.

4/7/2009
7.23pm

race with the time !!

yesterday, 25 june 2009, i had a great experience in my life,
maybe all of you might say i am crazy, but i think it is memorable..
tell you what happen:
yesterday, my friends and i went to tesco to buy something for selling in this saturday.
well, going to tesco..things are not suitable, prices too expensive.
then we went to gaint to hunt cheaper food..
we found and we went back.
but, gosh! i was thinking how to go back!
i say good bye to my friends..
i wait for bus at bus stop.
seeing no bus, i walked further and wait for the bus.
i run and run, in the hot sun, sweating...
finally i get the bus!
but i felt very angry and i as going to burn into flame by that time..
the bus tickect reciever collect RM 1 from me, instead it is only RM 0.70 only!!
haiz..
i try to talk to her..i pura pura ask her, taht stupid lady!!
alright fine..
juz forget about it..

26/6/2009
10.55pm

Dreams

i like dreaming,
if possible, i would like to dream for my whole life.
however, it is impossible.
but i always dream of a perfect guy as my boy friend..
haha! funny right?
perfect guy hard to get, and there is no 100% fulfill my taste.
oh! where is my hot green tea?
i like the smell of coffee, but i don't like to drink it.
so, i prefer green tea.
and i am waiting for that green tea. ^^

i always dream of my achievement in SPM,
i do well,
but i seldom study and i get straight A's !
haha! impossible again..
so, better study now before late!
good luck my friends!
all the best! =)

10/6/2009
1.50pm

17 again

today, my friends and i go to IOI mall.
initially, we plan to watch Night at the museum 2,
but..the time is not suitable.
never mind,
then we watch 17 Again.
it is a nice movie because there is a handsome guy.
lol...
at the end of the movie,
i told my friends :" hey, that guy is so yeng!"
my friend told me, there is a guy looking at me.
i confused, why is he looking at me?
oh..you know?
the reason he looking at me is..i say Zac is so yeng..
honestly, he is handsome and yeng,
i wonder is he using a weird expression to look at me?
lol, i am praising him..
every girls will totally agree..
i would like to ask that guy..
you disagree with me?
or..
you think you are more handsome than him?
or..
am i talking too loud?
=_=

today..account exam..

account,
i am here not to say i regret to take it for my spm,
i just don't know what tittle to be put.
so, just put that lame tittle.

last week, friday,
i went back to my hometown at ipoh.
all my relatives went back that time,
but not all..
some of my cousin did not go back.
i felt a bit..
disappointed.
it seems our distance become very very far..
my eldest cousin,
she going to marry..
well, taking about marriage,
i have no confidence towards it.
yesterday, i read a passage about the husband has a lady outside,
and his wife has a man outside. ( i don't know whether you understand or not, just hope you will understand ^^)
a perfect marriage, all are not as perfect as what it had shown on the tv,
sometimes, it may happen something we unexpected.
since you like him/her, why you want to get another man/lady outside?
you don't like your wife/husband?
he/she not good to you?
i just cannot understand.
maybe..it is good to be single.

ok..back to just now.
my mother suggested to have a BBQ at my hometown,
last time..i don't like to go back,
the reason..(you may laugh at me)..
is..my mother will always scold me for not helping her at the kitchen,
i not to say she is wrong,
i just a bit ashame as she always scold me in front of my aunties and uncles,
then they laugh at me,
i don't like !
honestly, i don't like to entertain people,
but my relatives treat me like a clown,
they happy,
i smile at them, pretending i was happy,
i don't know, i really really hate it.
i know, if there is people, there will be gossip,
i just don't understand why they like to gossip,
i really..stressful..

sin ying
3/6/2009
2.13pm

Happy Mothers' Day!

if one day..
you become a mother..
will you be touched by your child or children when they give you a card, kiss you and say "happy Mothers' day, mum...I love you.."
hmm..well there's two types of people in this world..
1. enthusiastic, friendly(good term)
2. cold, cruel, stern(bad term)

honestly, i don't like my friend's mother who is also my teacher..
i can't say she is bad..like cruel just i don't like her way to lecture me..
i am keen to know..why do people like to lecture other people?
example:
1. mother/ father lecture son/daughter
2. teacher lectures students
3. boss lectures the workers
4. in the jail..normally nobody will lecture you but they cane you..

anyway..what do you prefer?
if possible..i don't want both..
haha..
my answer same with yours?

my mum..i can't say she is the best ..
but compare to my friends my neighbor..
i feel that i was lucky to born in this family and be her daughter..
as you know..
God create human..
there's no 100% prefect human just like our exam..
if a person has around 80% good term..
then he is a good person..
i think my mum has this..
and i believe all of your mum have this feature..
if not she will just throw you away after you were born..
but they never do so..
because she loves you as a son or daughter..

so..in conjunction with Mothers' day...
i would like to say " sorry" to my mum..
sorry for shouting at you..
and i would like to say a few words that will not come out from my mouth..
"Mum, i love you.."

being disappointed..

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you are my idol, i admire you, anything bad about you i will just ignore, i even prevent them from taking bad about you. but, it seems...i was wrong...you are a smoker..i hate smoker the most..but you are smoker..you really hurt me..initially you leave a good image in my memory..you sings well..you acts well...you are handsome too...i admire you..but..i need time to recover...

11/4/2009
12.44pm

happy chinese "niu" year!!

today..23th jan 2009..
well..last day of school before Chinese new year..
chinese new year is coming...
i feel very happy n excited..
i don't know why..
new year only ma..
every year also like that..
but this year..
is extraordinary..
while typing this post..
i feel very very tired..
yesterday..i went to my new house..
cleaned n washed..
i had not done anything..
i really decided to sleep at 1am..
but...at 12am sharp..
my eyes...
i was very very tired..
cannot tahan!!
haiz..
juz go n sleep..
before sleeping..
i set my alarm already..
wake up at 4am..
ya..4am..it rang..
but i off it again..
until 6am..my mum woke me up..
swt.. ==

i going to move soon..
a new house..
i really like my new house...
i love it..
lol
ok..
bye..
everyone...
HAPPY CHINESE "NIU" YEAR...
may all of u enjoy a prosperous year of 2009..^^

23 jan 2009
4pm

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