today...29/9/2008...is my fren's bday...
'happy birthday!"^^
wish all his dreams come true^^
well...today...
i went to IOI mall..
lol...IOI again....
hmm....although it is a bit dull...
but i had enjoyed myself...
because..haha!!!
i went there by bus leh...hehe...
i proud of myself..lol...
jk la...
nth to proud oso...
but the most enjoyable thing is...
i bought a present 4 my best fren..
wif him....
the present is very very special...
once i reached home...
i told my sis about the present...
lol...she is jealous...
she even call my dad to back home earlier...
she wanna buy the last stock....
it is very cute u noe???
but...anyway sorry...
cant post the pic right now...
maybe the receiver will post it...
juz wait ya^^
hmm...anyway....
this month..
we went out 4 a few times....
it was unexpected..
i thought i will only c him after the holiday....
but...this month....is really an enjoyable month....
thx^^i am really happy today.....
more then limit.....
haha!!!2moro go sunway lagoon....
i cant wait.....
lol...
i must enjoy myself there....
must!!! i promise myself^^
29/9/2008...
natalie...
8.08 pm...^^
2moro....my aunt from johor is coming to my house...
guess wat???
haha!!! we going to genting...^^
i long time din c my cousin aledi...
den...2 days later...
another aunt..oso from johor....
bring her new born child n let us c him...
wow...wonderful....
i cant wait...
muz take a few pics wif him....^^
he sure will like it....caz...i m his cousin..lolz...
my few frens oso going to genting...
i wish i can meet them....^^
but..mostly....
go genting nth to do....
most of my cousin too small..
if play outdoor games....
all r underage....
den my sis n bro..
sure go CC...
parents....n aunt sure go casino....
haiz...left me alone...
i always pray i could meet my frens there....
but...
honestly....0% meet 1 frens over there....
but nvm^^
i gt my cousin to accompany me...
i dun mind babysit them...
i love them....
because all treat me very good...
so..i love u...muacks...^^
yesterday..26/9/2008...
my frens all suddenly break promise wif me...
actually i m planing to go to IOI n watch MEET DAVE wif my beloved frens by next wednesday..
but most of them cannot...
ok fine...
den change to yesterday...
one by one told me cannot go...haiz..
they said i ask J to go..i sure abandon them....
maybe i will...
i try to convince them i wont...
but lastly....
2 of us going....
dunno y...
i feel better at the park when i be wif him..
at the shopping center...i always feel very weird....
i feel that at the park he treat me better compared wif yesterday...
hmm...
maybe he didn't feel that....
but ok....fine...
so i try to ask my frens to go wif me...
i feel better...
argh!!!! all dun wan go...
dunno whether they r playing wif me o not....
haiz....
no more next time...
4 me....
i belong 2 the natural...
i always feel like no topic to talk wif him....
i try my best to think of many interesting topics...
but i still cannot enter his key....
he prefer football...
i prefer badminton.....
he likes games....
i dun like..
honestly...there is a great distance between me n him.....
my confident decrease from day to day....
will it be 0 ???
i dunno....
i hope it wont happen.....
12.14pm...
by natalie....
27/9/2008
this cake is special 4 someone.....
i hope u will enjoy...
maybe u dun like strawberry flavor...
but next time only i giv u the chocolate n vanilla flavor la...^^
4.24pm..=)
today....is my friends' birthday....
i only wish one of them...
the other 1....i dunno whether i should wish him o not....
caz...i dun have his contact number....he seldom online...n he has no friendster....
we juz met each other 2 months ago..in tuition center...
honestly...this is our first meet after our primary school life....
when i met him...
i juz said hi to him...
den he reply me...hi^^
den...we seem no topic to talk....
i dunno y....suddenly i gt a sense of feeling that.....
"we should not talk so much..."
i dunno y....
maybe i knew that he gt gf....she is my fren....
so...after that.....
we never talk to each other...
even we r in the same tuition center..
most of the time...i come late...
n he back home aledi...
maybe...we really no jodoh...
but...nvm....maybe i found a better 1...
good luck frens...^^
happy birthday...
may all ur wish come true...^^
good luck in ur trial exam....^^pass wif flying colours...
i trust u can do...so...do trust yourself too^^
yesterday night.....while on the way to tuition center....my mum took me there...we talked to each other...
my mum talked about my father...my siblings...
i feel a bit guilty....
because my mum told me about my dad's health condition.....
my mum said my dad gt high cholesterol....far higher then normal....
i m worried....i even sometimes gt nightmare......
so....after getting his health report....
he take the medicine everyday....
he control they types of food he consume everyday....
but he told my mum that...after he taking the medicine..which will lower the cholesterol back to normal...he always goes to toilet...especially at night.....n this cause him cannot sleep well....
i dunno....i seem useless....i cant do anything......
i try to help.....but i dunno how to help....can someone tell me???
these days my grandpa stays at my house...he is oso having the same problem as my dad...
but he is more serious...sometimes his hand no response....n oso the legs...my mum gt to massage 4 him....the doctor says that my grandpa's blood sometimes din reach the hand n leg n caz temporally no response...so..massage can help.....
sometimes if my mum busy...i will help her to massage my grandpa...
although it is quite tiring...but i m satisfied....i juz dun wan my mum getting busy n busy...
she need a rest...everyday..she will wake up earlier den all of us...she prepare everything....breakfast..lunch...dinner.....these days dunno y....she is quite forgetful...juz like today....she tot i gonna stay back...n she drive her car away...luckily my frens told her...thx^^if not...i dunno how......
i told her....i will help her to remind grandpa to take medicine...den u can relax a bit...
she said ok.....but sometimes morning grandpa gt to take medicine...n i will not at home...den i ask her to promise me....anything that need my help...juz tell me....i will not complain....i promise...
i oso promise myself....to study hard....
i dun wan my parents getting more stress.....
i wan them to enjoy...i promise....i will let 2 of u enjoy after i gt my job....
i promise!!!!
i oso promise myself....to study hard 4 the final exam....
i wish i can gt the ASEAN scholarship....
den u can juz release 1 burden.....
giv me time...
i promise.....