after reading his sis's blog..
i know..i m making the right decision..
i tot i will regret for making that decision..
yes..thats b4...
but now..
i m conscious..i know i m correct..
maybe you tell me the wrong thing..
i din say u r cheating me..
maybe the way u tell me..
is different from the exact incident..
u make me misunderstand..
u make me think ur mum is a bad mum..
but..
even u say my mind is simple..
o anything..
i will still support my statement: EVERY MUM N DAD CARE THEIR CHILDREN MORE DEN THEMSELVES!!
u know...
u make me think of my granduncle..
he is always think he is correct..
every1 is wrong..
these days my new house is under renovation..
he all the time..
day n night..
keep on annoying my mum..
make my mum almost CRAZY!
no choice..wat to do?
he is still her uncle..
all of us hav to respect him..
i hate this fellow very much!
all the time..i hope i m a Santa Claus who know magic..
i will make him vanish..
1 more thing i dun like is..
he likes to raise up his voice..
no matter how..
he likes to gt tension..
i want to slap his face badly..
i want him to shut up his stupid mouth..
honestly..
if i never read ur sis's blog..
i will never know more about u..
i will always think ur mum is different from any mum..
but now i know..
all is juz wat u think..
u always think u r the unluckiest..
but b4 u say it out..
think about it..
how unlucky r u?
think twice b4 u say it..
giv evidence to prove..
but..
no matter how unlucky u r..
how many prove u gave..
i will always look down at u..
caz u r a loser..
i will never respect u..
someone says b4 :" no matter how poor u r..
no matter how unlucky u r..
if u never own a hardworking n strong attitude..
u r always a loser!"
however..if u r poor..n unlucky all the time..
u never complaint..
u accept it..
u r a great person..
i will respect u..
if u try ur best to gt out of the fate..
HE will help u..
HE will bless u..
but now..
the key is..
u never work hard!!
~sorry..
after reading ur sis's blog..
i feel very angry..>.<
i hav to say it out..~
29/12/2008
1.15am
today is 25 dec 2008..
today is christmas..
merry christmas to all of u..
anyway..
now is 26 dec..christmas is over..
time fly so fast..
i cant catch it..
i finish working..
i m free now..
i really wan to go out...
but..i always giv excuses to my frens..
i m going to move to my new house..
the renovation fee is a burden for my parents now..
i muz not waste their money again..
i muz use my own money..
i haven gt my salary yet..
i tell myself..
i muz study hard..
concentrate on studies..
i muz not make them feel disappointed..
all the best for me..
thx ^^
26/12/2008
12.15am
blogger:
today i m very unlucky..i dun wan to say..
it is meaningless to mention the past wif bad memory..
after the incident..
i met 2 girls..2 little girls..
they r so cute..
they came to me..
they said:" can u pls help me to find my father? i din c my father.."
but they r so strong...
they din cry..
i can c from their face..
they try not to cry..
i admire them..
if i was them..in their young age..
i m crying..u believe? lol..
that time..after my unlucky incident happened..
that's is my first smile today..
i said:" come on..let's go..u remember ur dad's hp no. right?"
i brought them to the service counter..
but we haven even going to the service counter..their father back to them..
they din cry..
is true..
i really admire them..
i stand by the side..
i know..
none of the parents dun care about their children..
no matter how mischievous their children are..
they r still their children..
luckily..i gt to know some frens there..
they dunno wat happen to me..they talk to me as usual..
i m that kind of ppl who dun like to let ppl guess my mind easily..
i would rather they talk to me as usual..den talk to me with the tone juz like i m making my frens worry about me..
i keep everything inside...
zip inside my heart...
i talked to a fren as usual..he dunno wat happen to me..
he talk to me as usual..
we argue about a small matter...
fighting wif each other to be the winner..
lol..
i back to happy again..
he looks even happier den me..
caz..he always look happy..juz like the santa claus..(i mean the body size..hehe^^)
11.40pm
20/12/2008
今天，我在工作的时候看到一个很可爱的杯子。。
它的图案超可爱的。。我多期盼它是我的圣诞礼物。。
更希望它是我的生日礼物^^
不过我很少跟人说我喜欢什么。。
因为这样显得没什么surprise..
老实说。。我很喜欢surprise..haha..
老早。。我也看上一个音乐盒。。它的款式很卡通。。是给小孩子的。。
我打开它。。里面的洋娃娃在跳舞。。
音乐洋溢着宁静的气氛。。
超棒。。
但是。。都没有人送过我这些东西。。
但是没关系啦。。
别人送什么也是一番心意。。
怎样也得收下。。。然后脸带笑容的说:"thank you ^^"
看来爸妈也不知道我喜欢这些。。
不过不要紧啦。。
我打算买下。。
送给朋友。。
希望他们也喜欢我的味道。。哈哈
15/12/2008
11.25pm
最近，每天工作。。
知道前天，我才翻开报纸。。
我觉得很惊讶。。原来。。近两天已经发生一场大悲剧。。
那就是土崩。。那还不要紧。。最令人失望的是。。拯救员竟然见死不救。。还偷受害者的财产。。
我看了。。觉得又气又恨。。
我气是因为。。是因为我身为一位马来西亚人。。对自己的国家很失望。。
我恨是因为。。如果那些拯救员有些良心的话。。那么。。死亡人数就不会那么多。。
难道他们认为生命。。是不值得珍惜吗?
原来在他们眼中。。生命是不文一值的。。
希望那些生还者。。坚强的活下去。。那就是对已逝的人一个好交代。。一个报答。。
也希望。。已逝的人。。你们安息吧。。
我们会默默的为你们哀悼。。
还有另一篇。。
《巴士撞树10死18伤》。。那些图片。。真的令人心酸。。
母女身亡。。家人痛哭流涕。。
就连巴士司机的赔赏也不要。。
我听说是那司机在驾车途中打瞌睡。。结果才造成这起意外。。
10条人命。。就这样在他手上结束了。。
人就是这样。。必须经过生老病死。。
那么。。随时我也会死去咯？
老天真的很爱玩人。。不过这也告诉我。。要时时刻刻珍惜身边人。。
尤其是家人。。
我不想子欲养而亲不在这个谚语从我口中而出。。
生命说走就走。。往往不会给予任何暗示。。
人与人之间。。也许老天注定。。每个人一定要痛苦。。痛哭一次。。
听到身边的人离去。。有谁不哭？ 有谁不流泪？
我希望离我远远的爷爷。。我希望你身在天堂。。
你一定要身体健康。。
我答应你。。我会好好读书。。
其他事我不会再理会。。
我唯一的遗憾。。就是没和你一起合照。。
我连你一张照片都没有。。
但是你的样貌。。已经深深地刻在我的脑海里。。
我不会忘记你的。。我也希望你不会忘记我。。
像天使般守护在我身边。。
不让我被坏人欺负。。让我健康平安长大。。
你是我的天使。。最纯。。最好的天使。。
爷爷，I LOVE U..
12/12/2008
11.52am
To a fren:
i feel to sorry to him..
he is looking for a part time job currently..
i search for him...
but no vacancy..
i asked here n there..
they only wan girls..n the others r full..
i even told him..: "u replace me.."
but after that only i realise..
i cannot simply find ppl to replace me without telling the boss..
so...anyway..
sorry again...
the next case..
he found here n there...
the result is "0"
he looks sad from day to day..
i seldom c him to smile happily..
he told me he might giv up searching job..
the moment he told me that..
i was very angry..
how can he giv up so fast?
but after that..i think myself..
maybe once he giv up..he will feel better..
he wont always say he is unlucky..
he wont always think he is hopeless..
maybe once he giv up searching it..
he will gt the spirit back n work for his future again..
maybe that time..the result is different..
i think he will..
now he needs support.. encouragement..
but..b4 that...i scold him..
i was so sorry..
maybe the opportunity haven come to u yet..
i hope u will be patient..
it will come to u soon..
anyway..sorry...
i hope u will read my blog..
i never think u will forgive me..
i juz hope that..
u will be happier than b4..
juz dun force urself..
maybe one day...
the job will find u..
good luck..
all the best =)
10/12/2008
12.10am
肉骨茶是我的最爱。。^^
几乎每次吃了。。必定回味无穷。。因为实在太好吃了!!
尤其是干的。。哇。。一个字： 棒！
味道。。太独特了。。
又香。。有好吃。。
只要你吃它的酱。。只会一直吮手指。。
啊！实在太棒了。。
我很久没去吃了。。
要是我有去吃。。
一定介绍让大家尝尝。。^^
8/12/2008
2.25pm
各位读者:
今天，这篇文章是献给于全部人。。只想与大家分享^^
打从4号起，我开始在jusco工作。。
很多人都问我：“好好的。。为什么转工?”
我其实不是真真想转工的。。我其实有了计划，打算12月玩翻天。。
但是我朋友叫我陪他。。他一个人。。很闷。。
想了又想。。我还是告诉他：“让我想想吧。。”
他又继续说:"我们卖的是圣诞节的东西。。很好玩的。。来啦来啦”
听着听着。。我的心还是被吸引住了。。
当我跟爸妈说这个决定的时候。。
他们似乎。。不是很高兴。。
他们问：“你不是说12月就不做了吗？”
我说：“我。。想赚多一点钱嘛。。”
他们没话说了。。
还有几天。。。就是圣诞节了。。
虽然我不是基督教徒。。但我还是想试试庆祝圣诞节。。。
交换交换礼物。。装饰圣诞树。。
很开心。。很有满足感。。
我工作了3天。。这3天里。。。我仿佛天天都在庆祝圣诞节。。
每天对着圣诞节的东西。。
带带圣诞帽。。看看来自教堂的表演。。还有小丑。。还有还有!!!圣诞老人^^
他们都派礼物。。全部都是糖果。。（只给小孩。。不给少年T-T)
算了。。没关系啦。。
少吃不会怎么样^^
他们的表演很棒。。很棒。。
有choir。。有魔术表演。。
所有人。。当中包括小孩。。。大人。。工作人员。。
都看得很尽兴。。此时此刻。。大家都好像变成小孩一样。。
非常投入。。脸上只有笑脸。。
看到大家那么开心。。表演者也开心起来。。
原来开心是可以传染的。。
哈哈。。
每当表演者表演的时候。。
尤其是choir的时候。。
他们的歌。。。很感动。。也很好听。。
他们的歌。。很有意思。。
他们的歌。。让我想起《卖火材的小女孩》的小女孩。。
也许当他们无助的时候。。听到这些歌。。也会对这世界充满希望。。重新奋斗。。
但愿。。全世界。。无论你今年能不能过一个快乐的圣诞节。。
也希望你。。天天快乐。。
当你对这世界失去斗志心的时候。。要永远记得。。
上天会呵护着你。。记得。。别随便结束你的生命。。
生命是宝贵的。。即使你没有能力让全世界的人开心。。
也希望你让你自己开心。。只要你开心。。
你身边所有的人。。都会因为你而开心^^
预祝大家。。圣诞节快乐^^
7/12/2008
11.50pm
blogger:
yesterday...dec 3 was my last day at sushi king...
i tot...i juz wan to perform my best...n leave good memory in my life...
haiz....dunno y..
last day...still gt scolded from manager... T-T
she scolded me two times in one day....
the first time was in the morning...
the second time was at the afternoon...
i try my best....
i wan to impress others before i leave...
but..haiz...
the first time...
well..i admit..
is my fault...
i accidentally wrote wrong the bill...
actually the customer din eat....
but i stated that she ate...
luckily the customer good...she din mind much.....
but then...
the manager....scolded me...
ok.....i apologise...
i said sorry...
she said..i hav to pay...
den...i act stupid...haha!!
u wan me to pay?
next time la....oh no....no more next time..
is impossible for me to pay ....hehe....
actually...i hurt aledi..
but i pretend dun mind in front of my frens...
haiz...
so suffering....
alright...next case..
erm.....that time...was evening...
3 customers came in..
they r family...
den...i take the orders for them...
a mad guy...(dun call him man....he is not man at all)
he ordered a salmon head...
ok...i sent the order to the kitchen...
that time..when i sent the order to the kitchen...
the chef was not there....
only his assistance....but the assistance was new...
he did not know much...
but no long after that...
the chef was back...
the salmon head was finished...
ok....i told the customer that the salmon head was finished...
i asked him politely.. :"sir...would u like to order other food?"
then he said in an angry face...
"after 15 minutes den only u tell me dun hav the salmon head...?!"
oh my god...i was shocked...
i said:" sorry...the chef was juz told me that..."
den he said...:"ask ur manager come and c me..."
manager?...haiz....gt scolded again....
i predict correctly...she din scold me in front if the customer...
she scold me in the kitchen...
she said...:' next time...kalau tak tahu...tanya..."
hey...i asked ok?
but all of them say gt...
except the chef..caz that time he was not there...
ok...fine..
i dun wan argue...
i juz say...ok...gt it...
i was angry from my heart...
i din do anything wrong...
y u blame me?
b4 the customer left...
he asked one of the service crew...
" u gt ur manager's phone no.?"
den the service crew said..."dun hav..."
i dunno wat is his purpose...
maybe he wan to complain....
o even...
haha...
pikat her ba...lols...
hey uncle....u gt children le....gt wife....dun luan luan lai....
lol....
4/12/2008
10.44am....
部落格：
今天。。。12 月2日。。。他的SPM 完了
昨天我已经问了他：“你明天又到哪里去吗？”
他说：“没有”
于是我问他。。你要出去吗？
他说：“好啊^^”
大约11pm。。我已经到了IOI MALL。。。
我等他。。。
他一点才到。。我带了功课到那边温习。。。
不久。。我到JUSCO走走。。。
我要买些东西。。这是。。电话响了。。原来是他到了。。
他说他在麦当劳。。叫我快点到。。
我其实不想那么快到。。。我走着走着。。。
我犹豫着。。。
我是不是不该见他。。说好了一年嘛。。。应该不可以见面。。
但是。。我想给我自己和他一个机会。。
今天他的表现。。又让我失望了。。
我不知道是不是我让他不开心。。
不用问。。这是答案。。
他还是像以前一样。。没改过。。
他大力拍桌子。。说话也蛮大声。。差点吓到我的朋友（L)。。
回到家后。。我跟他道歉。。说声对不起。。
还好他大方。。还叫我忘了它。。
我只好这样做。。
我病了两天了。。
喉咙痛。。伤风。。头痛。。声音也变了。。
应该是最近熬夜。。老朋友来找我喝茶了。。
我不期盼什么。。
如果他送上一句简单的问候。。我会很开心。。
好像说：“好好照顾身体。。健康为重”
我会很高兴。。。
但他只是问我：“你生病吗？”
但不用紧啦。。。这一切已经不重要了。。
今天我的朋友=L
我们是做工认识的。。
虽然认识的时间不长。。
但他好像知道我的最爱。。。
爱好。。食物。。
有一天。。。我有点不舒服。。我想回家。。
刚好电话没钱了。。
我跟MANAGER 说我要回家。。
她不给。。她要我找人代替。。
我。。不知道怎么办才好。。
刚好他的电话也没钱了。。
他使劲方法打电话给一个人。。
最后。。打到了。。
她肯代替我。。^^
然后他还去买蛋挞给我吃。。。
我敢说。。
除了家人之外。。没有人知道我很爱蛋挞。。
他没当面给我。。
他放在我的书包里。。
我到家才发觉。。
虽然已经碎了。。冷了。。
但放在嘴里。。非常温暖。。。
第二天。。。我问他。。
你为什么买蛋挞?
他问说:"你不喜欢吗？”
我笑着回答他。。
蛋挞--我的最爱^^
他笑了。。
我也笑了。。。^^
2/12/2008
9.02pm
blogger:
today...Dec 2...his SPM is over...
i asked him yesterday...
"2moro, r u going anywhere?"
he said:" no"
then i asked him to go out...
i said i just want to talk to him...because i long time didn't talk to him already...
he answered me without thinking... "ok...no problem..."
the moment he answered me that...
i got a strange feeling...
i want to watch movie with him...
i want to have a simple lunch with him...
but...
the feeling tell me..."u should not!"
so...i just walk around in IOI mall today before he came...
around 1pm...he called me...
he said he at mc donald's now...
teh moment he called me...
i was at the jusco..
actually...while on the way to mc donald's...
i m still hesitating...
i called him out...am i doing the right thing?
i don't know...
i don't want to know..
i reached there...
i saw him...
i feel like...i don't want meet him...
since i said 1 year...
suppose the 1 year...we shall not meet...
but since i long time didn't talk with him...
just want to give a chance to both him and me...
i talked to him...
i don't know whether he realized or not...
the moment he talked to me...
i am crying....
last 2 days...i sicked...
sore throat...headache and flu...
my voice changed too...
i want a simple concern from him...
if he just asked me "these days you slept late is it?
take care..ok?"
i will feel very very happy...
but...now...never mind...
i don't care...
a friend is also going to IOI mall today...
he said he want to buy the rice and soap for his family...
i was so surprised...
i tell myself..i must learn from him....
he is such a great grandson...
although we just knew each other for not more than 2 months...
he knows what i like to eat...
what's my favorite...
once..i was not feeling well.....he bought a egg tart for me...
i dare to say that...
nobody except my family knows that i like egg-tart...
he is my first friend who knows about it...
he put it in my bag...i dun realize until i reached home...
i was so surprised...
although the egg tart is crushed into pieces...it turned cold...
but i felt very warm...
it is a simple present from him...
but full of meaning...especially the meaning of friendship..
the next day..
i asked him..
"why you buy egg tart for me?"
he asked me back.." u don't like it?"
i told him....egg tart..is my favourite...i long time didn't eat it...i miss it...
he looks happy...
i feel happy too^^
2/12/2008
8.35pm