only 2 days to go....
left 2 days 4 me to enjoy!!!!!
not fun enough!!!
i haven enjoy myself yet....T.T
everyday homework.....
project 4 this..project 4 that...........
y leh??
form 4 life r so tough.....
haiz...
but.....a few months to go...
that time i end my form 4 life..
muahaha...
den enjoy myself 1st....
later...haiz..
gt to work hard again....
nvm....
it's juz a small challenge.....
i muz....study hard...!!!!!!
i wan to be an excellent nurse.....!!!!
i muz!!!!!!!
all the best...
kampateh....
jia you........4 u too^^
i like DIY product...i love DIY product!!!!!!!!!!!!
lolz.....quite crazy..sorry=.=''
DIY product very nice....
although it's not better den the product u buy outside...
but it's the best 4 me....
many ppl say that DIY not nice....
but 4 me....
it's the best present i have ever received^^
because......this is given by ppl's true heart......
but not only buy something expensive n juz giv ppl......
not sincere enough...4 me la...lolz...
i love hamster....i love them more den my parents...my family...my relatives...swt=.=''
they very cute!!!!!their pics r shown as above....hehe^^
cute???
if cute...remember to giv comments....
thx ya^^
now looking 4 a few cute hamsters.....
i wan them to accompany me...
although juz 2 years....
it's already satisfy me.....
i will miss them.....
now i really miss my dear.....
he leave me 4 few years aledi.....
i really miss him....
where r u??
r u fine??
i m fine here......
dun worry about me....n_n
yesterday...malaysian--lee chong wei enter final of the beijing olimpic badminton....
i feel very happy...even proud to be a malaysian...
i tell myself...its my luck to be a malaysian...
he played excellently...
although i feel that he is a bit exhausted....i know he was satisfied with his own achievement...^^
my family n i gathered in the living room....
stared at the screen.....
we shout 'yes!!" once he scored 1 mark....lolz...
we were happy of his achievement...n his results...
excellent...!!!!=)
meanwhile boon heong lose 3 days ago.....
everyone is blaming him....says that he very chuan....never play harder....
i dunno....i trust him..maybe he is too exhausted...why shall we blame him??????
he had tried his best..i know...
when he lose...everyone says that he is lame..stupid...
y they never consider his feeling??wat will happen if the same thing happen to them????
i wish to tell them...we are not even the player....we will not know how stressful they are....
we shall pray 4 them....give support to them,...
but y??once they lose...we must blame them???y not we encourage them to work harder next time....doesn't it a better way???do it???
we shall look forward....nobody will success always in their life....
the most important thing is...once we fall down....
we must know how to get up....but not cry n give up our life...
before we do something crazy....mad.....(example:commit suicide)
think of our frens...family...and the ppl who care 4 us....
dun let them worry about us....
i know boon heong wont do that....he is strong enough...good luck^^
i will always support u....if u fall down...dun 4gt..u still gt many frens....who r willing to be wif u in every single moment....=)
2moro....17/8/2008....good luck chong wei.....^^
相见时难别亦难， 东风无力百花残，
春蚕到死丝方尽， 蜡炬成灰泪始干。
晓镜但愁云鬓改， 夜吟应觉月光寒，
蓬山此去无多路， 青鸟殷勤为探看。
if u know the meaning of this poem...
i will be very happy....
if u recite this poem to me...
i will be happier...^^
but..nvm la..it's ok if u din do so....=) i wont mind..
most of the times...
i dunno how to express myself...even my feeling...
i wan to tell u many things...(include my feeling towards u..)
but sometimes..i dun dare to say that to u...
i even lie to u...
say something that is not exactly what i want to say to u...
i dunno...maybe i am too shy to say that....
i know u have tolerance with me....
u even respect me...
every decision i made...u didn't give me any comments..decide whether i am wrong o correct...
i know maybe i am not a good observant....(i try my best to be a good observant)
i dun treat u nicely....
but u never feel unsatisfied....u never complaint....
i know that i must do the best....
i will not abandon u...
i wont let u gt such feeling....
so i try my best to spend my time with u....
u are going to face your SPM...
i know i should not disturb u...
but sometimes...i really enjoy every single moment when i be with u...
so i spend the time to do revision with u..
i know i won't help much...
so..i try my best to help u...
caz i wan to be with u...
if can..i really hope we live nearby...
so that we can walk home together...
i wish that will happen...
but i know..its impossible...
i oso hope that u can wait for me(after school)...although the there is juz a few minutes..
i really enjoy every single seconds with u...
now u gt SPM...u shall spend most of your time on study...(u can even ignore me..i wont mind^^)
i juz hope that u can pass with flying colours...^^
all the best....=)
everyday...i hope u will appear in front of me....
especially when i was not happy...
i hope u will lend me your shoulder so that i can lie on it ...
let me feel the warmness....
i wish that from u...
thats before....
but now...
it seems i no need that 1 from u...
i dunno why...n the factor that cause this...
i know...i am not the best in this world...
i try to perform my best to u...
i try to change myself...
i try not to be rude in front of u....
i try to be your good listener...
i try my best to care about u...
i want to impress u...
sometimes if u compare me with her...(i know u din do tat..but sometimes i feel that)
i will jealous...because she is more beautiful than me..is true...i cant deny...
i know i was a bit sensitive....but sometimes....i cant stop myself from thinking that...
everyday i tell myself...2 of u r juz frens...its nth....
every time if there is anything happen...i wish to tell u that....
i wan u to know more about me..
but most of the time...i would rather tell someone that i dunno well...than u..
i dunno y...i try to keep everything inside my heart...n zip my mouth...
i dun wish to tell u that...caz i scared u being hurt again...
8/8/2008..a memorable day..everyone is concern on this day...
no one will forget about it...
China spent 5 years to plan for it...
they had done their good job...^^
i wish i could be there to enjoy myself....
seeing the fireworks....Malaysian athletes...n support them...
enjoying the precious moment there...it will be very nice...
i just imagine...my heart seem 'flying' to there already...haha!!!!
but anyway...
there is still live on the opening ceremony on the Astro channels and local channels...
although i cannot be there....but i am glad that there are a few channels are live...
i can see the overview of the ceremony...
n dun have to squeeze with other ppl....but watching the ceremony by eating the popcorns drinking the cold drinks...in a cold room...^^
Hi everyone..i am new to this blog..=)
dunno how to do everything...even the way to edit profile...
might not satisfied u..but please be patient..i will make it nicer^^
i not happy these days...the exam results come out...
it drops...i feel sad...
maybe external factor...but i don't blame for it..because i choose for it...i can't say anything..
i wish to tell him....but..i scared he can't accept the fact...and do something unexpected...
i am worried...
maybe just to keep a distance from him...it will be better...
i don't know am i doing the right thing now...
but...for me....this is the only way i can do now...
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