~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

肉骨茶是我的最爱。。^^
几乎每次吃了。。必定回味无穷。。因为实在太好吃了!!
尤其是干的。。哇。。一个字： 棒！
味道。。太独特了。。
又香。。有好吃。。
只要你吃它的酱。。只会一直吮手指。。
啊！实在太棒了。。
我很久没去吃了。。
要是我有去吃。。
一定介绍让大家尝尝。。^^

8/12/2008
2.25pm

各位读者:

今天，这篇文章是献给于全部人。。只想与大家分享^^

打从4号起，我开始在jusco工作。。
很多人都问我：“好好的。。为什么转工?”
我其实不是真真想转工的。。我其实有了计划，打算12月玩翻天。。
但是我朋友叫我陪他。。他一个人。。很闷。。
想了又想。。我还是告诉他：“让我想想吧。。”
他又继续说:"我们卖的是圣诞节的东西。。很好玩的。。来啦来啦”
听着听着。。我的心还是被吸引住了。。
当我跟爸妈说这个决定的时候。。
他们似乎。。不是很高兴。。
他们问：“你不是说12月就不做了吗？”
我说：“我。。想赚多一点钱嘛。。”
他们没话说了。。

还有几天。。。就是圣诞节了。。
虽然我不是基督教徒。。但我还是想试试庆祝圣诞节。。。
交换交换礼物。。装饰圣诞树。。
很开心。。很有满足感。。
我工作了3天。。这3天里。。。我仿佛天天都在庆祝圣诞节。。
每天对着圣诞节的东西。。
带带圣诞帽。。看看来自教堂的表演。。还有小丑。。还有还有!!!圣诞老人^^
他们都派礼物。。全部都是糖果。。（只给小孩。。不给少年T-T)
算了。。没关系啦。。
少吃不会怎么样^^

他们的表演很棒。。很棒。。
有choir。。有魔术表演。。
所有人。。当中包括小孩。。。大人。。工作人员。。
都看得很尽兴。。此时此刻。。大家都好像变成小孩一样。。
非常投入。。脸上只有笑脸。。
看到大家那么开心。。表演者也开心起来。。
原来开心是可以传染的。。
哈哈。。

每当表演者表演的时候。。
尤其是choir的时候。。
他们的歌。。。很感动。。也很好听。。
他们的歌。。很有意思。。
他们的歌。。让我想起《卖火材的小女孩》的小女孩。。
也许当他们无助的时候。。听到这些歌。。也会对这世界充满希望。。重新奋斗。。
但愿。。全世界。。无论你今年能不能过一个快乐的圣诞节。。
也希望你。。天天快乐。。
当你对这世界失去斗志心的时候。。要永远记得。。
上天会呵护着你。。记得。。别随便结束你的生命。。
生命是宝贵的。。即使你没有能力让全世界的人开心。。
也希望你让你自己开心。。只要你开心。。
你身边所有的人。。都会因为你而开心^^

预祝大家。。圣诞节快乐^^

7/12/2008
11.50pm

blogger:

yesterday...dec 3 was my last day at sushi king...
i tot...i juz wan to perform my best...n leave good memory in my life...
haiz....dunno y..
last day...still gt scolded from manager... T-T
she scolded me two times in one day....
the first time was in the morning...
the second time was at the afternoon...
i try my best....
i wan to impress others before i leave...
but..haiz...
the first time...
well..i admit..
is my fault...
i accidentally wrote wrong the bill...
actually the customer din eat....
but i stated that she ate...
luckily the customer good...she din mind much.....
but then...
the manager....scolded me...
ok.....i apologise...
i said sorry...
she said..i hav to pay...
den...i act stupid...haha!!
u wan me to pay?
next time la....oh no....no more next time..
is impossible for me to pay ....hehe....
actually...i hurt aledi..
but i pretend dun mind in front of my frens...
haiz...
so suffering....


alright...next case..
erm.....that time...was evening...
3 customers came in..
they r family...
den...i take the orders for them...
a mad guy...(dun call him man....he is not man at all)
he ordered a salmon head...
ok...i sent the order to the kitchen...
that time..when i sent the order to the kitchen...
the chef was not there....
only his assistance....but the assistance was new...
he did not know much...
but no long after that...
the chef was back...
the salmon head was finished...
ok....i told the customer that the salmon head was finished...
i asked him politely.. :"sir...would u like to order other food?"
then he said in an angry face...
"after 15 minutes den only u tell me dun hav the salmon head...?!"
oh my god...i was shocked...
i said:" sorry...the chef was juz told me that..."
den he said...:"ask ur manager come and c me..."
manager?...haiz....gt scolded again....
i predict correctly...she din scold me in front if the customer...
she scold me in the kitchen...
she said...:' next time...kalau tak tahu...tanya..."
hey...i asked ok?
but all of them say gt...
except the chef..caz that time he was not there...
ok...fine..
i dun wan argue...
i juz say...ok...gt it...
i was angry from my heart...
i din do anything wrong...
y u blame me?
b4 the customer left...
he asked one of the service crew...
" u gt ur manager's phone no.?"
den the service crew said..."dun hav..."
i dunno wat is his purpose...
maybe he wan to complain....
o even...
haha...
pikat her ba...lols...
hey uncle....u gt children le....gt wife....dun luan luan lai....
lol....

4/12/2008
10.44am....

部落格：

今天。。。12 月2日。。。他的SPM 完了
昨天我已经问了他：“你明天又到哪里去吗？”
他说：“没有”
于是我问他。。你要出去吗？
他说：“好啊^^”
大约11pm。。我已经到了IOI MALL。。。
我等他。。。
他一点才到。。我带了功课到那边温习。。。
不久。。我到JUSCO走走。。。
我要买些东西。。这是。。电话响了。。原来是他到了。。
他说他在麦当劳。。叫我快点到。。
我其实不想那么快到。。。我走着走着。。。
我犹豫着。。。
我是不是不该见他。。说好了一年嘛。。。应该不可以见面。。
但是。。我想给我自己和他一个机会。。
今天他的表现。。又让我失望了。。
我不知道是不是我让他不开心。。
不用问。。这是答案。。
他还是像以前一样。。没改过。。
他大力拍桌子。。说话也蛮大声。。差点吓到我的朋友（L)。。
回到家后。。我跟他道歉。。说声对不起。。
还好他大方。。还叫我忘了它。。
我只好这样做。。
我病了两天了。。
喉咙痛。。伤风。。头痛。。声音也变了。。
应该是最近熬夜。。老朋友来找我喝茶了。。
我不期盼什么。。
如果他送上一句简单的问候。。我会很开心。。
好像说：“好好照顾身体。。健康为重”
我会很高兴。。。
但他只是问我：“你生病吗？”
但不用紧啦。。。这一切已经不重要了。。

今天我的朋友=L
我们是做工认识的。。
虽然认识的时间不长。。
但他好像知道我的最爱。。。
爱好。。食物。。
有一天。。。我有点不舒服。。我想回家。。
刚好电话没钱了。。
我跟MANAGER 说我要回家。。
她不给。。她要我找人代替。。
我。。不知道怎么办才好。。
刚好他的电话也没钱了。。
他使劲方法打电话给一个人。。
最后。。打到了。。
她肯代替我。。^^
然后他还去买蛋挞给我吃。。。
我敢说。。
除了家人之外。。没有人知道我很爱蛋挞。。
他没当面给我。。
他放在我的书包里。。
我到家才发觉。。
虽然已经碎了。。冷了。。
但放在嘴里。。非常温暖。。。
第二天。。。我问他。。
你为什么买蛋挞?
他问说:"你不喜欢吗？”
我笑着回答他。。
蛋挞--我的最爱^^
他笑了。。
我也笑了。。。^^

2/12/2008
9.02pm

blogger:

today...Dec 2...his SPM is over...
i asked him yesterday...
"2moro, r u going anywhere?"
he said:" no"
then i asked him to go out...
i said i just want to talk to him...because i long time didn't talk to him already...
he answered me without thinking... "ok...no problem..."
the moment he answered me that...
i got a strange feeling...
i want to watch movie with him...
i want to have a simple lunch with him...
but...
the feeling tell me..."u should not!"
so...i just walk around in IOI mall today before he came...
around 1pm...he called me...
he said he at mc donald's now...
teh moment he called me...
i was at the jusco..
actually...while on the way to mc donald's...
i m still hesitating...
i called him out...am i doing the right thing?
i don't know...
i don't want to know..
i reached there...
i saw him...
i feel like...i don't want meet him...
since i said 1 year...
suppose the 1 year...we shall not meet...
but since i long time didn't talk with him...
just want to give a chance to both him and me...
i talked to him...
i don't know whether he realized or not...
the moment he talked to me...
i am crying....
last 2 days...i sicked...
sore throat...headache and flu...
my voice changed too...
i want a simple concern from him...
if he just asked me "these days you slept late is it?
take care..ok?"
i will feel very very happy...
but...now...never mind...
i don't care...

a friend is also going to IOI mall today...
he said he want to buy the rice and soap for his family...
i was so surprised...
i tell myself..i must learn from him....
he is such a great grandson...
although we just knew each other for not more than 2 months...
he knows what i like to eat...
what's my favorite...
once..i was not feeling well.....he bought a egg tart for me...
i dare to say that...
nobody except my family knows that i like egg-tart...
he is my first friend who knows about it...
he put it in my bag...i dun realize until i reached home...
i was so surprised...
although the egg tart is crushed into pieces...it turned cold...
but i felt very warm...
it is a simple present from him...
but full of meaning...especially the meaning of friendship..
the next day..
i asked him..
"why you buy egg tart for me?"
he asked me back.." u don't like it?"
i told him....egg tart..is my favourite...i long time didn't eat it...i miss it...
he looks happy...
i feel happy too^^


2/12/2008
8.35pm

blogger:

these days it doesn't rain...i feel very happy...^^
lol...caz during the raining days...
my clothes...almost...very smelly....
swt...==''
these days the sky is so beautiful....
blue sky..
white clouds...
very big...n looks soft....
juz like the cotton.....
hmm....nice^^

these days....he treat me very good....
i dunno wat is the purpose...i juz try to gt a distance from him...
caz...we juz know each other...
i cant simply believe him...
i juz treat him as a normal fren...
he talks to me...
i talk to him...
we gt many topics..
wat he likes....i like too...
he likes to eat...
me too...
he likes badminton..
me too.....
i dunno whether HE makes it purposely....o.....wat..
i juz dun wan to think of it...
everyone says he likes me.....
but i dun really think so...
we juz known each other not even 1 month.....
how can?
this thing couldn't be happened...
even every night...after working.....
he accompanies me to my mum's car...
i feel very touching...
caz i know he really care about me..
juz like a bro n a sis....
these days he really care me..
he is a great fren..
he is different compared to his frens....
i m not saying his frens r not good....
juz he is a bit special compared to his frens....
almost.....everything he likes....
my favourite....
but i m controling myself....
i tell myself....
i muz not accept him...
i already told him...
he seems understand it....
but seems not....
dunno how...
i juz looking at the sky....
it looks very beautiful n nice...

by the end of november 2008...
i will stop working....
i gonna say bye to him n everyone...
i gt a feeling.....juz dun wan leave it so much.....
caz it brings many memories to me....
u let me know him....
but i wont meet him anymore...
but..i believe...
if there is an oppoutunity for us to meet....
we will meet no matter how....
good luck m frens....^^