~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

blogger:

today...Dec 2...his SPM is over...
i asked him yesterday...
"2moro, r u going anywhere?"
he said:" no"
then i asked him to go out...
i said i just want to talk to him...because i long time didn't talk to him already...
he answered me without thinking... "ok...no problem..."
the moment he answered me that...
i got a strange feeling...
i want to watch movie with him...
i want to have a simple lunch with him...
but...
the feeling tell me..."u should not!"
so...i just walk around in IOI mall today before he came...
around 1pm...he called me...
he said he at mc donald's now...
teh moment he called me...
i was at the jusco..
actually...while on the way to mc donald's...
i m still hesitating...
i called him out...am i doing the right thing?
i don't know...
i don't want to know..
i reached there...
i saw him...
i feel like...i don't want meet him...
since i said 1 year...
suppose the 1 year...we shall not meet...
but since i long time didn't talk with him...
just want to give a chance to both him and me...
i talked to him...
i don't know whether he realized or not...
the moment he talked to me...
i am crying....
last 2 days...i sicked...
sore throat...headache and flu...
my voice changed too...
i want a simple concern from him...
if he just asked me "these days you slept late is it?
take care..ok?"
i will feel very very happy...
but...now...never mind...
i don't care...

a friend is also going to IOI mall today...
he said he want to buy the rice and soap for his family...
i was so surprised...
i tell myself..i must learn from him....
he is such a great grandson...
although we just knew each other for not more than 2 months...
he knows what i like to eat...
what's my favorite...
once..i was not feeling well.....he bought a egg tart for me...
i dare to say that...
nobody except my family knows that i like egg-tart...
he is my first friend who knows about it...
he put it in my bag...i dun realize until i reached home...
i was so surprised...
although the egg tart is crushed into pieces...it turned cold...
but i felt very warm...
it is a simple present from him...
but full of meaning...especially the meaning of friendship..
the next day..
i asked him..
"why you buy egg tart for me?"
he asked me back.." u don't like it?"
i told him....egg tart..is my favourite...i long time didn't eat it...i miss it...
he looks happy...
i feel happy too^^


2/12/2008
8.35pm