~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

yesterday night.....while on the way to tuition center....my mum took me there...we talked to each other...
my mum talked about my father...my siblings...
i feel a bit guilty....
because my mum told me about my dad's health condition.....
my mum said my dad gt high cholesterol....far higher then normal....
i m worried....i even sometimes gt nightmare......
so....after getting his health report....
he take the medicine everyday....
he control they types of food he consume everyday....
but he told my mum that...after he taking the medicine..which will lower the cholesterol back to normal...he always goes to toilet...especially at night.....n this cause him cannot sleep well....
i dunno....i seem useless....i cant do anything......
i try to help.....but i dunno how to help....can someone tell me???

these days my grandpa stays at my house...he is oso having the same problem as my dad...
but he is more serious...sometimes his hand no response....n oso the legs...my mum gt to massage 4 him....the doctor says that my grandpa's blood sometimes din reach the hand n leg n caz temporally no response...so..massage can help.....
sometimes if my mum busy...i will help her to massage my grandpa...
although it is quite tiring...but i m satisfied....i juz dun wan my mum getting busy n busy...
she need a rest...everyday..she will wake up earlier den all of us...she prepare everything....breakfast..lunch...dinner.....these days dunno y....she is quite forgetful...juz like today....she tot i gonna stay back...n she drive her car away...luckily my frens told her...thx^^if not...i dunno how......

i told her....i will help her to remind grandpa to take medicine...den u can relax a bit...
she said ok.....but sometimes morning grandpa gt to take medicine...n i will not at home...den i ask her to promise me....anything that need my help...juz tell me....i will not complain....i promise...

i oso promise myself....to study hard....
i dun wan my parents getting more stress.....
i wan them to enjoy...i promise....i will let 2 of u enjoy after i gt my job....
i promise!!!!
i oso promise myself....to study hard 4 the final exam....
i wish i can gt the ASEAN scholarship....
den u can juz release 1 burden.....
giv me time...
i promise.....