~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

everyday...i hope u will appear in front of me....
especially when i was not happy...
i hope u will lend me your shoulder so that i can lie on it ...
let me feel the warmness....
i wish that from u...
thats before....
but now...
it seems i no need that 1 from u...
i dunno why...n the factor that cause this...
i know...i am not the best in this world...
i try to perform my best to u...
i try to change myself...
i try not to be rude in front of u....
i try to be your good listener...
i try my best to care about u...
i want to impress u...
sometimes if u compare me with her...(i know u din do tat..but sometimes i feel that)
i will jealous...because she is more beautiful than me..is true...i cant deny...
i know i was a bit sensitive....but sometimes....i cant stop myself from thinking that...
everyday i tell myself...2 of u r juz frens...its nth....

every time if there is anything happen...i wish to tell u that....
i wan u to know more about me..
but most of the time...i would rather tell someone that i dunno well...than u..
i dunno y...i try to keep everything inside my heart...n zip my mouth...
i dun wish to tell u that...caz i scared u being hurt again...