~SiLeNt MoMeNt ~

there is no hero in a team but there is a team in the hero because a hero needs a team and a team born a hero...

if one day..
you become a mother..
will you be touched by your child or children when they give you a card, kiss you and say "happy Mothers' day, mum...I love you.."
hmm..well there's two types of people in this world..
1. enthusiastic, friendly(good term)
2. cold, cruel, stern(bad term)

honestly, i don't like my friend's mother who is also my teacher..
i can't say she is bad..like cruel just i don't like her way to lecture me..
i am keen to know..why do people like to lecture other people?
example:
1. mother/ father lecture son/daughter
2. teacher lectures students
3. boss lectures the workers
4. in the jail..normally nobody will lecture you but they cane you..

anyway..what do you prefer?
if possible..i don't want both..
haha..
my answer same with yours?

my mum..i can't say she is the best ..
but compare to my friends my neighbor..
i feel that i was lucky to born in this family and be her daughter..
as you know..
God create human..
there's no 100% prefect human just like our exam..
if a person has around 80% good term..
then he is a good person..
i think my mum has this..
and i believe all of your mum have this feature..
if not she will just throw you away after you were born..
but they never do so..
because she loves you as a son or daughter..

so..in conjunction with Mothers' day...
i would like to say " sorry" to my mum..
sorry for shouting at you..
and i would like to say a few words that will not come out from my mouth..
"Mum, i love you.."

you are my idol, i admire you, anything bad about you i will just ignore, i even prevent them from taking bad about you. but, it seems...i was wrong...you are a smoker..i hate smoker the most..but you are smoker..you really hurt me..initially you leave a good image in my memory..you sings well..you acts well...you are handsome too...i admire you..but..i need time to recover...



11/4/2009
12.44pm

today..23th jan 2009..
well..last day of school before Chinese new year..
chinese new year is coming...
i feel very happy n excited..
i don't know why..
new year only ma..
every year also like that..
but this year..
is extraordinary..
while typing this post..
i feel very very tired..
yesterday..i went to my new house..
cleaned n washed..
i had not done anything..
i really decided to sleep at 1am..
but...at 12am sharp..
my eyes...
i was very very tired..
cannot tahan!!
haiz..
juz go n sleep..
before sleeping..
i set my alarm already..
wake up at 4am..
ya..4am..it rang..
but i off it again..
until 6am..my mum woke me up..
swt.. ==

i going to move soon..
a new house..
i really like my new house...
i love it..
lol
ok..
bye..
everyone...
HAPPY CHINESE "NIU" YEAR...
may all of u enjoy a prosperous year of 2009..^^


23 jan 2009
4pm

blogger..i m back..
long time no c lo...haha..
today juz wanna post something..
i m going to move into new house le..
i m so happy...
lol..
too excited already..
now is 2009..
new year new hope...
i hope everything will go well...
as well as my parents..
my frens...
good luck my frens...
take k oh^^

after reading his sis's blog..
i know..i m making the right decision..
i tot i will regret for making that decision..
yes..thats b4...
but now..
i m conscious..i know i m correct..
maybe you tell me the wrong thing..
i din say u r cheating me..
maybe the way u tell me..
is different from the exact incident..
u make me misunderstand..
u make me think ur mum is a bad mum..
but..
even u say my mind is simple..
o anything..
i will still support my statement: EVERY MUM N DAD CARE THEIR CHILDREN MORE DEN THEMSELVES!!
u know...
u make me think of my granduncle..
he is always think he is correct..
every1 is wrong..
these days my new house is under renovation..
he all the time..
day n night..
keep on annoying my mum..
make my mum almost CRAZY!
no choice..wat to do?
he is still her uncle..
all of us hav to respect him..
i hate this fellow very much!
all the time..i hope i m a Santa Claus who know magic..
i will make him vanish..
1 more thing i dun like is..
he likes to raise up his voice..
no matter how..
he likes to gt tension..
i want to slap his face badly..
i want him to shut up his stupid mouth..

honestly..
if i never read ur sis's blog..
i will never know more about u..
i will always think ur mum is different from any mum..
but now i know..
all is juz wat u think..
u always think u r the unluckiest..
but b4 u say it out..
think about it..
how unlucky r u?
think twice b4 u say it..
giv evidence to prove..
but..
no matter how unlucky u r..
how many prove u gave..
i will always look down at u..
caz u r a loser..
i will never respect u..


someone says b4 :" no matter how poor u r..
no matter how unlucky u r..
if u never own a hardworking n strong attitude..
u r always a loser!"

however..if u r poor..n unlucky all the time..
u never complaint..
u accept it..
u r a great person..
i will respect u..
if u try ur best to gt out of the fate..
HE will help u..
HE will bless u..
but now..
the key is..
u never work hard!!

~sorry..
after reading ur sis's blog..
i feel very angry..>.<
i hav to say it out..~

29/12/2008
1.15am

today is 25 dec 2008..
today is christmas..
merry christmas to all of u..
anyway..
now is 26 dec..christmas is over..
time fly so fast..
i cant catch it..
i finish working..
i m free now..
i really wan to go out...
but..i always giv excuses to my frens..
i m going to move to my new house..
the renovation fee is a burden for my parents now..
i muz not waste their money again..
i muz use my own money..
i haven gt my salary yet..
i tell myself..
i muz study hard..
concentrate on studies..
i muz not make them feel disappointed..
all the best for me..
thx ^^

26/12/2008
12.15am

blogger:

today i m very unlucky..i dun wan to say..
it is meaningless to mention the past wif bad memory..
after the incident..
i met 2 girls..2 little girls..
they r so cute..
they came to me..
they said:" can u pls help me to find my father? i din c my father.."
but they r so strong...
they din cry..
i can c from their face..
they try not to cry..
i admire them..
if i was them..in their young age..
i m crying..u believe? lol..
that time..after my unlucky incident happened..
that's is my first smile today..
i said:" come on..let's go..u remember ur dad's hp no. right?"
i brought them to the service counter..
but we haven even going to the service counter..their father back to them..
they din cry..
is true..
i really admire them..
i stand by the side..
i know..
none of the parents dun care about their children..
no matter how mischievous their children are..
they r still their children..

luckily..i gt to know some frens there..
they dunno wat happen to me..they talk to me as usual..
i m that kind of ppl who dun like to let ppl guess my mind easily..
i would rather they talk to me as usual..den talk to me with the tone juz like i m making my frens worry about me..
i keep everything inside...
zip inside my heart...
i talked to a fren as usual..he dunno wat happen to me..
he talk to me as usual..
we argue about a small matter...
fighting wif each other to be the winner..
lol..
i back to happy again..
he looks even happier den me..
caz..he always look happy..juz like the santa claus..(i mean the body size..hehe^^)


11.40pm
20/12/2008