after reading his sis's blog..
i know..i m making the right decision..
i tot i will regret for making that decision..
yes..thats b4...
but now..
i m conscious..i know i m correct..
maybe you tell me the wrong thing..
i din say u r cheating me..
maybe the way u tell me..
is different from the exact incident..
u make me misunderstand..
u make me think ur mum is a bad mum..
but..
even u say my mind is simple..
o anything..
i will still support my statement: EVERY MUM N DAD CARE THEIR CHILDREN MORE DEN THEMSELVES!!
u know...
u make me think of my granduncle..
he is always think he is correct..
every1 is wrong..
these days my new house is under renovation..
he all the time..
day n night..
keep on annoying my mum..
make my mum almost CRAZY!
no choice..wat to do?
he is still her uncle..
all of us hav to respect him..
i hate this fellow very much!
all the time..i hope i m a Santa Claus who know magic..
i will make him vanish..
1 more thing i dun like is..
he likes to raise up his voice..
no matter how..
he likes to gt tension..
i want to slap his face badly..
i want him to shut up his stupid mouth..
honestly..
if i never read ur sis's blog..
i will never know more about u..
i will always think ur mum is different from any mum..
but now i know..
all is juz wat u think..
u always think u r the unluckiest..
but b4 u say it out..
think about it..
how unlucky r u?
think twice b4 u say it..
giv evidence to prove..
but..
no matter how unlucky u r..
how many prove u gave..
i will always look down at u..
caz u r a loser..
i will never respect u..
someone says b4 :" no matter how poor u r..
no matter how unlucky u r..
if u never own a hardworking n strong attitude..
u r always a loser!"
however..if u r poor..n unlucky all the time..
u never complaint..
u accept it..
u r a great person..
i will respect u..
if u try ur best to gt out of the fate..
HE will help u..
HE will bless u..
but now..
the key is..
u never work hard!!
~sorry..
after reading ur sis's blog..
i feel very angry..>.<
i hav to say it out..~
29/12/2008
1.15am
today is 25 dec 2008..
today is christmas..
merry christmas to all of u..
anyway..
now is 26 dec..christmas is over..
time fly so fast..
i cant catch it..
i finish working..
i m free now..
i really wan to go out...
but..i always giv excuses to my frens..
i m going to move to my new house..
the renovation fee is a burden for my parents now..
i muz not waste their money again..
i muz use my own money..
i haven gt my salary yet..
i tell myself..
i muz study hard..
concentrate on studies..
i muz not make them feel disappointed..
all the best for me..
thx ^^
26/12/2008
12.15am
blogger:
today i m very unlucky..i dun wan to say..
it is meaningless to mention the past wif bad memory..
after the incident..
i met 2 girls..2 little girls..
they r so cute..
they came to me..
they said:" can u pls help me to find my father? i din c my father.."
but they r so strong...
they din cry..
i can c from their face..
they try not to cry..
i admire them..
if i was them..in their young age..
i m crying..u believe? lol..
that time..after my unlucky incident happened..
that's is my first smile today..
i said:" come on..let's go..u remember ur dad's hp no. right?"
i brought them to the service counter..
but we haven even going to the service counter..their father back to them..
they din cry..
is true..
i really admire them..
i stand by the side..
i know..
none of the parents dun care about their children..
no matter how mischievous their children are..
they r still their children..
luckily..i gt to know some frens there..
they dunno wat happen to me..they talk to me as usual..
i m that kind of ppl who dun like to let ppl guess my mind easily..
i would rather they talk to me as usual..den talk to me with the tone juz like i m making my frens worry about me..
i keep everything inside...
zip inside my heart...
i talked to a fren as usual..he dunno wat happen to me..
he talk to me as usual..
we argue about a small matter...
fighting wif each other to be the winner..
lol..
i back to happy again..
he looks even happier den me..
caz..he always look happy..juz like the santa claus..(i mean the body size..hehe^^)
11.40pm
20/12/2008
今天，我在工作的时候看到一个很可爱的杯子。。
它的图案超可爱的。。我多期盼它是我的圣诞礼物。。
更希望它是我的生日礼物^^
不过我很少跟人说我喜欢什么。。
因为这样显得没什么surprise..
老实说。。我很喜欢surprise..haha..
老早。。我也看上一个音乐盒。。它的款式很卡通。。是给小孩子的。。
我打开它。。里面的洋娃娃在跳舞。。
音乐洋溢着宁静的气氛。。
超棒。。
但是。。都没有人送过我这些东西。。
但是没关系啦。。
别人送什么也是一番心意。。
怎样也得收下。。。然后脸带笑容的说:"thank you ^^"
看来爸妈也不知道我喜欢这些。。
不过不要紧啦。。
我打算买下。。
送给朋友。。
希望他们也喜欢我的味道。。哈哈
15/12/2008
11.25pm
最近，每天工作。。
知道前天，我才翻开报纸。。
我觉得很惊讶。。原来。。近两天已经发生一场大悲剧。。
那就是土崩。。那还不要紧。。最令人失望的是。。拯救员竟然见死不救。。还偷受害者的财产。。
我看了。。觉得又气又恨。。
我气是因为。。是因为我身为一位马来西亚人。。对自己的国家很失望。。
我恨是因为。。如果那些拯救员有些良心的话。。那么。。死亡人数就不会那么多。。
难道他们认为生命。。是不值得珍惜吗?
原来在他们眼中。。生命是不文一值的。。
希望那些生还者。。坚强的活下去。。那就是对已逝的人一个好交代。。一个报答。。
也希望。。已逝的人。。你们安息吧。。
我们会默默的为你们哀悼。。
还有另一篇。。
《巴士撞树10死18伤》。。那些图片。。真的令人心酸。。
母女身亡。。家人痛哭流涕。。
就连巴士司机的赔赏也不要。。
我听说是那司机在驾车途中打瞌睡。。结果才造成这起意外。。
10条人命。。就这样在他手上结束了。。
人就是这样。。必须经过生老病死。。
那么。。随时我也会死去咯？
老天真的很爱玩人。。不过这也告诉我。。要时时刻刻珍惜身边人。。
尤其是家人。。
我不想子欲养而亲不在这个谚语从我口中而出。。
生命说走就走。。往往不会给予任何暗示。。
人与人之间。。也许老天注定。。每个人一定要痛苦。。痛哭一次。。
听到身边的人离去。。有谁不哭？ 有谁不流泪？
我希望离我远远的爷爷。。我希望你身在天堂。。
你一定要身体健康。。
我答应你。。我会好好读书。。
其他事我不会再理会。。
我唯一的遗憾。。就是没和你一起合照。。
我连你一张照片都没有。。
但是你的样貌。。已经深深地刻在我的脑海里。。
我不会忘记你的。。我也希望你不会忘记我。。
像天使般守护在我身边。。
不让我被坏人欺负。。让我健康平安长大。。
你是我的天使。。最纯。。最好的天使。。
爷爷，I LOVE U..
12/12/2008
11.52am
To a fren:
i feel to sorry to him..
he is looking for a part time job currently..
i search for him...
but no vacancy..
i asked here n there..
they only wan girls..n the others r full..
i even told him..: "u replace me.."
but after that only i realise..
i cannot simply find ppl to replace me without telling the boss..
so...anyway..
sorry again...
the next case..
he found here n there...
the result is "0"
he looks sad from day to day..
i seldom c him to smile happily..
he told me he might giv up searching job..
the moment he told me that..
i was very angry..
how can he giv up so fast?
but after that..i think myself..
maybe once he giv up..he will feel better..
he wont always say he is unlucky..
he wont always think he is hopeless..
maybe once he giv up searching it..
he will gt the spirit back n work for his future again..
maybe that time..the result is different..
i think he will..
now he needs support.. encouragement..
but..b4 that...i scold him..
i was so sorry..
maybe the opportunity haven come to u yet..
i hope u will be patient..
it will come to u soon..
anyway..sorry...
i hope u will read my blog..
i never think u will forgive me..
i juz hope that..
u will be happier than b4..
juz dun force urself..
maybe one day...
the job will find u..
good luck..
all the best =)
10/12/2008
12.10am
肉骨茶是我的最爱。。^^
几乎每次吃了。。必定回味无穷。。因为实在太好吃了!!
尤其是干的。。哇。。一个字： 棒！
味道。。太独特了。。
又香。。有好吃。。
只要你吃它的酱。。只会一直吮手指。。
啊！实在太棒了。。
我很久没去吃了。。
要是我有去吃。。
一定介绍让大家尝尝。。^^
8/12/2008
2.25pm