today i went to TARC,
the purpose is just to ask for the price on accounting course.
as what we expect, it is very very cheap lo..
the whole course is just RM 20,000 like that..
and of course my mother was attracted by the price,
cheap leh... triple cheaper than sunway college.
when i reach the college, i was like..
i felt like all the students here are same like me..
not poor nt rich..
middle la.
so, 90% i will be studying there.
$$ is too important, firstly i thought i want to study pharmacy,
but pharmacy will take a quite long time to complete my course,
after completing, then have to work for government for 3 years...
this is what my mother dont like.
"3 years leh, every month..the salary is between RM1500-2000, how can survive?
after 3 years then work for private hospital, until when you can get RM5000 salary per month?"
i was deeply hurt.. this was spoken by her last month...
the purpose i want to study pharmacy is just to help my parents, my relatives, my friends..
maybe they no need to look for the doctor, i will tell them what medicine to buy and cure their diseases.
save money , time and energy... and this is the purpose i want to study pharmacy...
is this reason too stupid?
maybe you will feel like that, i couldn't say that you are wrong because until now i never tell my family the purpose i want to study pharmacy..
this is because i scared.. they will say :" what?! study pharmacy just to help ppl? no money 1 leh.. we pay you to study, you decided to help ppl and plus it is FOC?"
haiz...
nvm... i will keep deep inside my heart..
nobody and none(maybe) will know this =)
i am working at SUPER tuition center right now...
i couldn't deny, they are very very good,
they even treat me to go red box, BBQ, steamboat..
it happened yesterday... and the whole day i was just spending their money..
hehe ^^
but..just 1 thing i dont really like..
they keep on washing my brain, saying that studying accounting is not really good, instead, if you study business administration..
wow..you are very good..
actually who dont know what are they trying to do..
they want me to study at their college,
it is good anyway, but you have to use your money..
and the money comes from working at super tuition center.
so means, when you are working at their center, you have to study at their college because... it is very simple..
100% of the teachers are studying at the college, so if you are not studying at the college, would you like to stay at the tuition center?
haiz....
the reality is the money is too important!!!!
$$, RM, US,.....
and we have to beg for the money to come to our hand T-T
it is raining right now... 4.59pm,
i check my mail box..
eh..
i found something..
i get a letter from my tuition teacher ^^
her hand writing was very nice, but some words i not really understand what is she writing...
lol.... XD
but anyway..
thx for your letter, teacher =)
take care ^^
5.01pm
wednesday =)
today, i was absolutely happy because i was going to sit for my undang test.
i read & read..haha..then i pass it.
i was very happy, of course, then i called up my mum to fetch me and told her this good news.
then, after passing this undang test, i will be going for 6 hours speech..haiz..6 hours again..
last time 5 hours, plus 1 more hour again..
this talk will be on sunday..
from 10am..
sob T-T,
then i cant go to IOI mall to see T&J already..
so how?
very sad lor,
so hard i wait for this chance to see them,
now spoil again..
mood damm down,
after passing the test until now dunno how to solve this problem..
T-T
today i went to "chao ji"( super) tuition center for interview,
i was asked to be there by 10am,
it is at puchong jaya.
my watch show 9.55am, but when i reached the tuition centre..
it was 10.20am.... oh..
my godness, i am late!!
but the manager din scolded me leh.. he asked me to take a sit and he will interview me afterwards.
so means...something wrong with his clock la..
yes la.. 100%.
we talk talk talk..
he talked more than me, but good la..
i was very nervous that time, if he asked me anything i also cant answer well...lol
then, he talk about himself,
he came from a poor family, it was a past tense,
he now..manager, salary RM 5000++
can buy foreign car, i really jealous...
he said this tuition center is to help the students who come from poor family,
he said he is studying now, studying at singapore.
because of this tuition center, he can see his future brightly,
he finally can study without using his parents' money.
wah.. so good..
i hope too ^^
he said he can help me to apply to study at Uptrend Business School at singapore..
wah..
really?
hopefully la..
but i know...
it is quite impossible..
lol..
today, i went to the bank at puchong jaya with my mother.
she wanted to bank in her money, she asked my brother to do so while we waited outside.
not that surprise, i saw a father and his daughter outside the bank.
they are not beggar instead they helped ppl to mend their shoes if shoes are worn out,
(ops sorry, i forgot the name for this job)
but that time, they have no business,
his daughter was playing with a tin of paint..(i think)
first of all, i was really touching.
inside the car, i saw them, i was keen to help them,
but i dunno how,
give them money?
no, they are not beggar.
give my shoes to them for mending?
if my shoes were worn out i will just throw away.
so how?
there are always a few question marks.
i had taken down their photo.
take a look. =)
today i went for a driving lesson briefing,
it took me 5 hours to continue my next step.
around 11am, i reach the learning center,
i was expecting maybe i will be alone for 5 hours.
surprisingly, i met cynhia, sheue chyi, foley, si yan, mei syn, li kai and pin hao,
wow, fantastic!!
for the first 2 hours, a man gave us a long talk,
his talk...tell you honestly, very very boring,
i gave better than he gave..
lol, joking ^^
but honestly, very boring..
for the very first 2 hours, i was just doing my own stuff..
do the exercise, read my undang book,
and i can see most of them were just sleeping..lol..
just imagine how boring is he.
when he was talking, he was like mumbling to himself,
plus his rojak english, only he was laughing, i was like.. speechless...
ok, REHAT!
7 of us excluded cynthia went to a mamak stall opposite the learning center,
first pin hao ordered his... kopi... i think( i not so sure),
then sheue chyi ordered,
she said :" roti tisu satu."
the waiter..lol..
you know what is his response?
he smiled secara sinis to sheue chyi..lol..
swt =.=
then i asked sheue chyi:" why he smiled like that?"
she also asked:" ya lo, why huh?"
we laughed.
after eating, continue the next 2 hours briefing.
ok, this lady talked much better than the man..
of course most of them din sleep la..
haha~
5 pm, i leave the center,
bye, see you next Wednesday =)
i will be sitting for my computer test,
good luck to me =)
gambateh!!
today, i went to sunway.
long time didn't go there already.
but, it doesn't change much, so i still can regconise the way. .lol...
early in the morning, actually i decided to take bus with my friends,
but my mum asked me to accompany her to KL fora while,
but then, she changed her plan , she goes after that,
so,we ate dim sum until 10am and my dad fetched me to sunway..
surprisingly, while on the way to sunway, i saw my friends..
they were taking bus...Ops! i thought they were at sunway already, i felt so sorry...sorry friends..
if possible...i would like to fetch all of you, again..sorry..
i reached earlier than them, i like suwnay pyramid very much..
don't know why, i have a good feeling towards it, oh! i think i fall in love with you!
i walked and walked..then i met up my friends..we gather!
then, our first plan, watch movie! Where got ghost?
lol..if you think it is funny, i advised you..if you are as timid as me..better don't watch..
but if you insisted to watch, never mind..remember to bring your jacket and remember to clear your voice..you are ready to shout! haha!! =)
i shout for about 4 times until the movie ends, funny right? yes, exactly!
i wonder...the boys at the back of me..
"are you laughing at me?"
or..
"am i shocking you?"
lol...but the funniest incident was...
i was sitting next to MY,two of us shouted together and close our eyes together..
then, until the half of the movie..
she asked me: " is there any people down there?"
i answered:" yes, there is"
she said:" got ah? no!"
i said :"yes!"
we don't argue, then we ask KL, she said, there is no people,
what? seriously..i was so scared..
finally the movie ends, the lights were on..
i saw a kid, he was the people we said just now!
i told MY, two of us were laughing..
how crazy were we...lol..
next station, we approached to gasoline..
nice restuarant, it is just like a japanese style..
but...
there was a weird smell..very smelly..ouch! so..geli..
but..i think it is fast and cheap..
get a try =)
then, we paly bowling at sunway mega lanes,
wow, it is so big but very lauya,
because it "hang"(lag) for each game...
so everyone of us has a bonus!! each person play 3 rounds..yeah!
but it doesn't last long, it returns to normal again..
no longer after that, 3 guys...
their names are roy, ken and chris...
don't ask me why do i remember so clear,
the reason is very simple..
their names are too simple to remember..lol..
they play bowling..just next to us..
around 3.30pm...we left mega lanes,
put of my surprise, i saw WC,
hey buddy,long time didn't see you, i thought you forgot me already..
but anyway ...i was so surprised that you remember my birthday..thanks ^^
remember to keep in touch =)
if you get straight A's, you must belanja me to eat ..
this time not roti canai,
but is shark fin soup !!
haha!
be prepared =)
we then bought present for a friend, EJ..
her birthday is just around the corner..
we bought a musical box for her..
we hope you will like it..
because we had walked for a few shops..
floor by floor,
hours by hours..
so..you must like it!
sound seems forcing..
lol..just joking =)
then..we were going back...
honestly, i think no one knows me more ...except my friends and my family..
while on the way to meet my friends...
i was like so hurry...like very panic..
my friends said..
and yes...it is really my weakness..
my family always said me..
but..i think it is heritance...because my relatives..some..are also like that..lol..
and sorry...
i will try to change it..
thanks for giving time..
i promise..i will !
and don't feel sorry, after reading this post, i don't mean anything, it is true =)
i just want to set a goal, i want to change myself!
cooperate with me ^^
around 5pm..we reach bus stop..
we looking for no. 68 mini bus..
it didn't appear for a long time..
so, we insisted to take taxi.
yes, i asked the uncle, luckily he is old, so we dare to go to his car...haha! you know the reason right?
we took the taxi, all the way, i didn't talk much,
i scared the taxi will sent us to other way round,
so, i kept an eye on the way he went,
luckily, he sent us back to puchong Tesco.
we were safe, thanks god =)
i paid RM20 to uncle,
he didn't count the amount,
and he just kept into the pocket..
i smiled and i said "thanks uncle, bye!"
he seems so believed us...
now i know..
believing in someone won't bring loss to you..
so, i will always try to trust my friends, but not strangers!
so, it is terms and conditions apply =)
yes..
i gonna stop here,
bye,
meet you...
maybe 2 months later =)
sin ying
18/9/2009
11.40pm
今天，农历七月十四，也就是鬼节，听到这个字，不想再谈它了。
那，就说今天是我倒霉的一天！
今天，学校请了牙医到我们学校来，不知是她自己找上门还是学校把她找来，她。。竟然要检查我们的牙齿！
哦，拜托！我不要，我真的不要。我一生人，什么人都不怕（当然不包括贼，坏人），最怕就是看牙医。今天，你的到来真的是让我钩起许多伤心的回忆。。
在12年前的某天某月，爸妈带我到PJ的某某地方拔牙，当时都怪我馋嘴，吃到牙齿坏掉，去到那里，拔走了我的两大门牙。。唉～
想不到相隔12年，我又在遇到你，说真的，12年来，我都没到牙医院一趟，不想也不要，就算不是自己拔牙，也不要看到他们。。对不起，牙医阿姨，牙医叔叔。。
为了不要再见到他们，我每天都很爱护它们，少吃甜的东西，零食。呼！还好今天我的牙齿能过关，谢了 ^^
看到那沙发，那灯，我都快要哭了，但想想，这么大了还哭，羞死了。所以，我忍着忍者，不哭！再走前一步，我都快要晕了，还好今天我吃得饱，不然。。bilik kesihatan 有多一位病人咯。
看来还不到 一分钟，她就说：“ok,good!" 哇！我开心得不得了！yes!
谢谢你牙医阿姨 ^^ 你好善良哦 ^^
wed
3.41pm