you are my idol, i admire you, anything bad about you i will just ignore, i even prevent them from taking bad about you. but, it seems...i was wrong...you are a smoker..i hate smoker the most..but you are smoker..you really hurt me..initially you leave a good image in my memory..you sings well..you acts well...you are handsome too...i admire you..but..i need time to recover...
11/4/2009
12.44pm
today..23th jan 2009..
well..last day of school before Chinese new year..
chinese new year is coming...
i feel very happy n excited..
i don't know why..
new year only ma..
every year also like that..
but this year..
is extraordinary..
while typing this post..
i feel very very tired..
yesterday..i went to my new house..
cleaned n washed..
i had not done anything..
i really decided to sleep at 1am..
but...at 12am sharp..
my eyes...
i was very very tired..
cannot tahan!!
haiz..
juz go n sleep..
before sleeping..
i set my alarm already..
wake up at 4am..
ya..4am..it rang..
but i off it again..
until 6am..my mum woke me up..
swt.. ==
i going to move soon..
a new house..
i really like my new house...
i love it..
lol
ok..
bye..
everyone...
HAPPY CHINESE "NIU" YEAR...
may all of u enjoy a prosperous year of 2009..^^
23 jan 2009
4pm
blogger..i m back..
long time no c lo...haha..
today juz wanna post something..
i m going to move into new house le..
i m so happy...
lol..
too excited already..
now is 2009..
new year new hope...
i hope everything will go well...
as well as my parents..
my frens...
good luck my frens...
take k oh^^
after reading his sis's blog..
i know..i m making the right decision..
i tot i will regret for making that decision..
yes..thats b4...
but now..
i m conscious..i know i m correct..
maybe you tell me the wrong thing..
i din say u r cheating me..
maybe the way u tell me..
is different from the exact incident..
u make me misunderstand..
u make me think ur mum is a bad mum..
but..
even u say my mind is simple..
o anything..
i will still support my statement: EVERY MUM N DAD CARE THEIR CHILDREN MORE DEN THEMSELVES!!
u know...
u make me think of my granduncle..
he is always think he is correct..
every1 is wrong..
these days my new house is under renovation..
he all the time..
day n night..
keep on annoying my mum..
make my mum almost CRAZY!
no choice..wat to do?
he is still her uncle..
all of us hav to respect him..
i hate this fellow very much!
all the time..i hope i m a Santa Claus who know magic..
i will make him vanish..
1 more thing i dun like is..
he likes to raise up his voice..
no matter how..
he likes to gt tension..
i want to slap his face badly..
i want him to shut up his stupid mouth..
honestly..
if i never read ur sis's blog..
i will never know more about u..
i will always think ur mum is different from any mum..
but now i know..
all is juz wat u think..
u always think u r the unluckiest..
but b4 u say it out..
think about it..
how unlucky r u?
think twice b4 u say it..
giv evidence to prove..
but..
no matter how unlucky u r..
how many prove u gave..
i will always look down at u..
caz u r a loser..
i will never respect u..
someone says b4 :" no matter how poor u r..
no matter how unlucky u r..
if u never own a hardworking n strong attitude..
u r always a loser!"
however..if u r poor..n unlucky all the time..
u never complaint..
u accept it..
u r a great person..
i will respect u..
if u try ur best to gt out of the fate..
HE will help u..
HE will bless u..
but now..
the key is..
u never work hard!!
~sorry..
after reading ur sis's blog..
i feel very angry..>.<
i hav to say it out..~
29/12/2008
1.15am
today is 25 dec 2008..
today is christmas..
merry christmas to all of u..
anyway..
now is 26 dec..christmas is over..
time fly so fast..
i cant catch it..
i finish working..
i m free now..
i really wan to go out...
but..i always giv excuses to my frens..
i m going to move to my new house..
the renovation fee is a burden for my parents now..
i muz not waste their money again..
i muz use my own money..
i haven gt my salary yet..
i tell myself..
i muz study hard..
concentrate on studies..
i muz not make them feel disappointed..
all the best for me..
thx ^^
26/12/2008
12.15am
blogger:
today i m very unlucky..i dun wan to say..
it is meaningless to mention the past wif bad memory..
after the incident..
i met 2 girls..2 little girls..
they r so cute..
they came to me..
they said:" can u pls help me to find my father? i din c my father.."
but they r so strong...
they din cry..
i can c from their face..
they try not to cry..
i admire them..
if i was them..in their young age..
i m crying..u believe? lol..
that time..after my unlucky incident happened..
that's is my first smile today..
i said:" come on..let's go..u remember ur dad's hp no. right?"
i brought them to the service counter..
but we haven even going to the service counter..their father back to them..
they din cry..
is true..
i really admire them..
i stand by the side..
i know..
none of the parents dun care about their children..
no matter how mischievous their children are..
they r still their children..
luckily..i gt to know some frens there..
they dunno wat happen to me..they talk to me as usual..
i m that kind of ppl who dun like to let ppl guess my mind easily..
i would rather they talk to me as usual..den talk to me with the tone juz like i m making my frens worry about me..
i keep everything inside...
zip inside my heart...
i talked to a fren as usual..he dunno wat happen to me..
he talk to me as usual..
we argue about a small matter...
fighting wif each other to be the winner..
lol..
i back to happy again..
he looks even happier den me..
caz..he always look happy..juz like the santa claus..(i mean the body size..hehe^^)
11.40pm
20/12/2008
今天,我在工作的时候看到一个很可爱的杯子。。
它的图案超可爱的。。我多期盼它是我的圣诞礼物。。
更希望它是我的生日礼物^^
不过我很少跟人说我喜欢什么。。
因为这样显得没什么surprise..
老实说。。我很喜欢surprise..haha..
老早。。我也看上一个音乐盒。。它的款式很卡通。。是给小孩子的。。
我打开它。。里面的洋娃娃在跳舞。。
音乐洋溢着宁静的气氛。。
超棒。。
但是。。都没有人送过我这些东西。。
但是没关系啦。。
别人送什么也是一番心意。。
怎样也得收下。。。然后脸带笑容的说:"thank you ^^"
看来爸妈也不知道我喜欢这些。。
不过不要紧啦。。
我打算买下。。
送给朋友。。
希望他们也喜欢我的味道。。哈哈
15/12/2008
11.25pm